Lame Blog, daily life... Lalala

Wah damm tired!! chat till around 4.30am, talk about the past.. bla bla bla... Wake up at 8am den go school for a 2hour tutorial only... Manage to pull through that without falling asleep, receive first project (NOT to mention my MP, VOIP!!!) grouping with Chyi and Daryl... Went to MP lab after breakfast, wah jitao cannot make it fall asleep in the lab.. dunno got snore anot sia.. =X

Stay at lab research till 5pm, actually wanted to meet her go eat dinner de, but then last mins cancel.. Reach home continue to do proj, tml meeting MP Supervisor, first meeting dunno will tio screw by her anot, our research doesn't look too fantastic.

Went jogging with josh, 4Sets of 25 push-up, den 1 set of 50 sit-up... Damm shagged after that... reach home do some "Excel tutorial"... YAWNZ!!! time to zzZZzz..

Piece of Advice

This post is dedicate to the lost "bird" that don't know what it's route is for now...

A small story to share:

There was once a young couple who loved each other truly.. But not a single love relationship is flawless. As days grew, the girl starts to picture her ideal lover. She detest her boyfriend for smoking, and she's afraid of her parent to know about her boyfriend's shortcoming.

On an occassion when her boyfriend was sent overseas, they was still deeply in love. But as the guy was busy while overseas, the relationship starts to detoriated. After months, the guy realise that something was wrong, but it was just too late. They broke off.

The guy was in a tremendous sad state, but nothing to could resolve the relationship as he was away from the homeland. The colleagues console him, and finally he put down the past and gets on with life. Once, the colleagues pop him a question, and asked him, "What if the girl realise that the guy wasn't better than you? Would you ever be back with her?" The guy ponder over the question for few days and told her a firm reply, "No". The colleagues thought the guy had gave a hard thought and was clear of his path.

When the guy returned, he tried very hard to forget about the girl. He picked up new sports, try to widen his social circle, get to know new girls around him, but the fact that the guy failed as he was still closely updating himself about the girl's whereabout.

The guy's dream came true when the girl was separated with the other guy. The girl was crying bitterly, and the guy was at loss. The first qns that ran across his mind was, "Was the NO, really a NO?".. The guy told his colleague no firmly but was reconsidering and thinking aobut it all the while.

What i would like to tell the lost bird about this story is, "Memory will fade away, but not the feeling of Love."

The guy might still love you lots, he has his rights. 爱一个人是没错的。


Do whatever you think it's deem right for you, live your life to fullest and enjoy!!

2nd Week of Year3 Sem 2!!

Sianz... 1 Week of my semester past, left 15 weeks.. That was a long sucky week... Really sianz, everyday 8am leave home and reach home at around 6pm... Wat a long day...

spent my weekend like shit too, went to buy 631 Kway chup for elder sis, she been yearning that for like 2 weeks? Den sis left for japan ytd, hw was so different without her.. Haha, nobody to snatch the bed from me =X and i have raped her "pig" so many times liao.. LOL! hope she enjoys her japan trip... =D

Tml another week starting.. SO SIANZ!! Meeting MP supervisor on tuesday so sianz.. Sucky VOIP system!! how to do!!??! Sianz SIANZ SIANZ!!

Start of a new and last semster

Went to pengarang(malaysia), with josh, elivia, ivan and friends on my last vacation sunday, LOBSTER there was damm delicious and CHEAP... forgot to bring my camera along.. DAMM!!

Start of a new semester.. Wah sianz?? Stupid timetable so many break in btw the interval... sux lo... MP? Full of shit lo.. doing a VOIP network infrastructure.. Damm lo.. Supervisor on leave, Evaluator also.. no head no tail, loss sheep looking for shepherd u know? Well, like this lo.. was separated from the usual grouping, left me and chyi with the same timetable... damm sianz.. dunno who else liao... anyway.. there was a tremendous change to the school enviornment,lots of chio bus around liao? haha... School was never so nice.. and also, TP learn to be clever le... install barrier for ppl to pay for parking.. WTF!! wake up la.. tmd lcb, like that also wan to earn money.. if u expect the student to pay, i will screw and f**K ur ass upside down...

NAPFA postponed.. =D due to bad haze condition, CM agreed to it... waiting for the next date to be released... so song!!

Getting back to the normal school lifestyle, haha.. still so damm sianz.. LAST SEM, MUST DO WELL... 3.26 GPA, aiming for Dip with Merit(Top 10%) hope i can make it..

Applied to sign on for police force, did i mention? Dunno leh... still no reply!! TMD!! When when? it's my amibition, anyway if i didn't get in, chiong for OCS? unsure, but i am sure even after army, i will apply for it again.. dunno can go in anot sianz...

Upcoming activities include, ORIENTATION SCUBA DIVING(jarrel jio de), OPENHOUSE 2007(eleanor jio de) Director's Cup(Must get Champ for bball!!!).. first week nia 3 activities liao.. haha enthusiatic sia... tml going gym with jarrel and gang.. =D

Try to update more often.. SO SIANZ!! Just reach home from Serangoon Garden Coffee Bean with Hongkai and CH, went to have a catch up!! he's driving liao.. haiz.. hw i wish i have the money to own my own car, but right now i don't dare to dream so far... Phantom is enough!!(just give a good polish ytd as it's Hari Raya =D )
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**The owner decided that the cage was to be left open, so that when the "bird" get tired of the freedom, it will fly back to the cage itself, and well, when will the owner raise a new "pet", that depends on when his memories will fade away... **

[=* Memories will fade away, but not the feeling of our Love. *=]

BOO!! BORED!!

Wow.. Damm tired.. Ytd slept at 7pm till today morning... Went to help josh's father to work as delivery man for the day... the bottles will like, but somehow, damm tired sia... pick mum then send sis to her manager place as she got a sister that is getting married tml... well, then reach hm, discuss MP Project with SM and SW online thru msn. Was watching a new show on TV5, "Without Warning", caught my attention for the first 5mins, BUT after that everything in the show predictable CAUSE they will just re-enacting what happened in the UK, US... Those terror attack, jitao not creative at all lo... Please la, why singapore TV show always like to copy copy here and there de sia.. First is the idol, then come out lots of bullshit like superstar, campus superstar, superhost, Star Idol, Superband, BLA and BLA.. then game show also copy them, Singapore is an island with only manpower,talents and no natural resource? I think this sentence should be revised liao sia... Singapore like only got Copy-cat around sia... tmd... where have our creativity gone to?!??!


Oh ya, got my sucky time-table for the semester... AGAIN I AM GOING TO GRUMBLE, TMD!!! STUPID TP MANAGMENT.. THIS SEM TIME TABLE IS DAMM SUCKY LO!!!

House repainting.. BOO!!!!!

I NEED MY BED!! House is currently under repainting. Damm, I just wonder why must my room be repaint, the colour is still not black lo.. My windows are never open to expose to those dirt unlike the living room... BOO!! But mum just insist on it.

Well, yesterday the PSI was just crazy, increasing throughout the day, only decreased at night. Jogging session with josh was cancelled, but we meet up at Hougang Green Mac, together with Geraldine. She was over there the day before, staying at her cousin house. Talk cock for a while den after that i sent her home and slept..

Wanted to buy sis fav kway chap, but not her day, the stall was closed today. Bought her wan ton mee.. Sis was crazy, she watched 11 series of "Princess hour" out of the 24 episode. Madness..!! She's sleeping at mum's work room now, and i am in the living room, eye closing yet can't sleep. Terrible feeling..!! ARGHZZ I MISSED MY BED...

Ermz, thinking about r/s issue, not sure though, sch reopening, should academic wise be my priority now? That ahlian had not being msg-ing me le, dunno why... Well, and as for the other gal, she's pretty enjoying her life and i think that day she wasn't any serious about her words, all those bird and cage.. Whatever, still can't decide, and the qns that is a love a need or a must still remains blank in my mind. Happened to see some of the stuff like, pairs of slippers that i had one each with hitomi(Back in sec 2??), some letters with her, and gift she gave me, well, dunno is this a end of the r/s and yes if this was so, i would have 3more things to add to that collection. The ring, photo card taken before i left for thailand and also a photo album she gave me before flew off.. Well, not sure what is what, blank in my mind, wait till sch reopen den decide????


~~ MOODY - AND - SLEEPY!!! ~~

HAZE HAZE, go away, come again another day...

BAD HAZE!! This is damm atrocious, I am begining to cough like hell.

Saw the news article post on ChannelNewsAsia, titled, "Haze action plan to kick in if PSI hits extremely dangerous level"... And i was caught by this interesting headline on how the authority would deal with, BUT to my amazed I was like WTF lo...

Only if the haze reach a PSI of 300 then their start to take action?? What is this man when a PSI above 100 is already considered unhealthy? Read an articles on Straits time too, saying any pollution is bad for health, nevertheless wait until 300 u take action? Wake up la, dun give redundant adviosry or efforts can? Yes, when the PSI hit 300, there should be some action taken, but what if the PSI remains like 100+ for the whole day?? or what if it hit more than 225, the worst Singapore was ever struck with back in 1998..

From my opinions, Singapore should start taking preventive measure sooner rather than what was mentioned on that article.. That's all now, let's hope today would be a better day, rather than ytd with 8hours of unhealthy range.

Anyway, I wrote a email to our Year Coordinator, asking whether would there be any action taken to postpone the upcoming NAPFA, not sure he response to it already, but when i was causually talking with AO/CP ytd, he said, "If i am the organiser, I would definitely cancel it. Cancel event can just reschedule, but what if 1 person faint on the occassion, How to take such responsibility?"

I was there giggling, haha, YEAH!! NAPFA SHOULD BE CANCELLED!! Hahaha... .

That's all.. =) Going to play some CS... SO sianz!!

BOO!!

So sianz... YES!!! 3more days to napfa and a week more to sch reopen.. OR I WILL DIE of SLACKING LIKE HELL.

Received CMPB letter.. Enlistment on 16 Dec 2006, WTF LO!! tmd no brain sia... wat the hell!! ARGHZZ!! I graduating only next year march lo!! kan sianz.. gotta go sch take a letter of notification that i am still a student den go cmpb.. i am not the only 1 heng sia.. levin also tio.. HAHA!! somemore same camp same date.. phew... tml go meet him...

so sianz.. so sianz.. slacking like hell.. playing cs with those china cheater kan sianz also..... BOO!!!

Today is Daddy's BIRD-Day!! haha... happy 51st birthday daddy.. dun think he will see this.. lol...

Is Love a NEED or a MUST??

Well, work at chimes with ahboy, josh and geraldine recommended by weikang. Was nice working, not so hard after all. Had fried hokkien noodles after work.
Ermz, Geraldine had some personal love relationship problem (will not further elaborate) and we went to sort of mediate la..

Well the thoughts about this topic LOVE had been pondering over my mind for the past few days, is LOVE a NEED or a MUST? Not sure though, but well, for me, LOVE is all about care, concern and trust to your partner.

If you don't care, why love?
If you don't show your concern, what's love?
If you lost trust on your partner, how are you suppose to continue to love?

If you sincerely love someone, it doesn't matter whether that person is your partner. As long as the person you loved is happy, you would be happy. Love is not about possession. Possessing the person physically and not mentally isn't LOVE. I guess in this world, LOVE is the word with the most definition ever in any dictionary. There isn't any definite correct answer to this particular word.

So at the end of the day, is LOVE a NEED or a MUST? It's still left a mystery in my mind. For those who are with their loved ones, I hope you would cherish every momments with him/her as once you lost it, you never knew whether you would recover that relationship back. And for the who had lost their loved one, be conscious first. Think carefully whether is he/she is your loved one? Is he/she happy together being with you? Will he/she be happy if he/she is with another? Would you be happy to see a happy ending rather than dragging on to a no-ending relationship? Well, I can go on and on, but to conclude this post, I would like to raise 2 quotes which was inspired by Melvin and another Hongkong Drama respectively,

1) Regrets are unavoidable in life. If only we all have the power to turn back time. Would our lives be different?
2) Memory will fade away, BUT not the feeling of our love.


Good night. Another thing, I have added counter to see if there's any viewer. Well, hope to receive comments. Haha, perhaps and maybe i will turn into some sort of blog like rockson or blinkymummy's blog. Great blog they have, envious of it. =)

A healthy week?

2nd time went jogging this week. Same as that time, we jog 1 round, this time round we didn't stop and it was like 15m 08secs. Well, our next target will be 14mins and below. Did some situp after that...

Oh ya, we found a dog before we went for jogging, so cute and obedient. Dunno i can adopt it anot, mum definitely will say NO! lol.. anyway, josh will be posting a notice to inform the owner about the found dog. Haha..

Tml gonna work at chimes.. OMG!! 3months holiday and i onli work 1 day... =X Muscle aching everywhere... really time for me to sweat it out thoroughly... 6more days to napfa, and today is friday the 13th.. lol.. ookok.. gonna sleep soon..

Crazy Duos jogging at BMH!

2 Crazy duo jogging along Buangkok Medical Park in the middle of the night, can anyone imagine that? Haha, most likely a patrol car which passed by at that point of time who arrest us to BMP(Formerly known as WOODBRIDGE.)

Anyway, Josh and I decided to go for that jog as we was both bored to death. Seriously, there isn't much we can do during night time in SG. This sux!! Ran 1 round and do 5 set of 20 push-up and 10push-up respectively for me and josh. Hehe... Then went back to chit chat on phone a while, in which i like got migrane. Den i slept outside at 5am.

Now a fat ass is on my back, pressing me for breakfast. Get up fat ass!!!!

Damm boring!!!

BOO!!! FUCKING NO LIFE...

Sent mum and sis to work and sch respectively, then was like playing CS till fucking bored. decided to sleep, and there was many call... Didn't wake up till josh called, and told him to chat on msn. BOO!!! Den Xiao Min was also on my msn greeting me belated birthday. Then then, suddenly, josh said he got to get going with work, so ix Xiao Min..!! BOO!!! I AM COMPLETELY SIANZ!!!

Why do she have to lie?? BOO!!! Hack care la... none of my proB!!!!!! BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20th Meaningless Birthday

Just spent a meaningless birthday on 9 Oct 2006. =(

Was with josh in the morning after mahjong. Chit-chat slack around till 6am and sleep till 3pm. Den went NTUC to help simon do his road tax, den went NEA to get forms for aunt, in which after i pick mum from work and went to meet dad for dinner. that's all, I slept at 10.30pm!! can u believe hw meaningless it was?

Well, but before that was quite enjoyable. Went KTV with shawn and josh on 7 Oct, they gave me a bag for birthday present, meet weikang, geralding and debby at 85. Weikang actually smuggle plate and spoon from his work place and bought 2 piece of cake.. =X BUT!!! I don't eat chesse cake and brownies..!! Haha, was damm paisey at 85. We couldn't decide where to go, i am also broke so we headed home.

8Oct, Was expecting simon and jaslyn to come, and they are always full of trick! though in they 30s, they enjoyed the cake smashing always. They bought a strawberry cake for me, BUT!!! Also a coffee cake to smash at me... =) Gotta sit there and let them smash in order now to dirty the kitchen =(. Took pics but well, i don't have the habit of posting pictures on blog.

Sch reopening soon, napfa test on 19Oct, and i have yet to follow the training schedule i set for myself.. =S Anyway, I also sent in an application for SPF, but yet to receive any news. Guess I won't be admitted, hais...

Also, hais, i'm in a dilema... Over r/s.. Hais.. dunno wat to do...