If Only...

Haiz... If only...

Just dunno why? Am i so dumb? Really unknown about myself. Was about to go into my dream but well... Just hope you get better and don't think too much. =)

Complicated yet so simple, that's me... I don't know why, 1 years past and I am still stuck, not sure how... just live one day for another... dunno when the "full-stop" will come... Oh well.. Going to army... fuck it la!! HaiZ!!!

我难过

我难过

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决 不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你 受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为 是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱

也忘了 告诉你
失去的不能重来

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决 不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你 受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为 是成全 你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了
告诉你 失去的不能重来

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为 是成全 你却说你更不愉快

我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了
告诉你 失去的不能重来

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为 是成全
你却说你更不愉快

我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了
告诉你 失去的不能重来

Counting down...

Oh god.. I am just fucking stupid!! damm... i mention i signed contract? Well, a new contract given to me state $1400 wah $200 increase not bad right? actually it's an insult la... cause it added a clause "inclusive of Employer CPF."...


WTH!!!! I think some of them complain about no CPF part, then well, they added this in... then i was like.. oh ok.. got increase BUT when we really think doesn't that make my basic $980? Casue CPF 10% employer + 20% of mine contribution...!! oh damm!! ficking shit, moral of story: "look, before u sign"...

Well, ok.. signed the contract and i will have only 2 weeks of break before NS!! damm it.. I hope they can release me but i don't pay $1000 for that... DAMM!! haiz.. sianz.. shagged... today supposingly my off day, but wake up early in morning, go eat breakfast with mum, den company her cut hair, i also cut la.. haha... and paid for her... =D

Den afternoon was the freak part la... go fetch my couz, den aunt, den fetch couz again.. 24/7 chauffers.. HAIZ!!! sianz...!!!! then sis friends came house to play mahjong... me and sis rotate take turn... not bad... won $70!! haha.. ok la.. sian...

haiz... i am not MIA!! i am just freakin busy off with works... haiz.. please understand...

Counting down days to TeKong

Wow.. Times flies... I just reluctantly and hesistated sign another contract which end somewhere near my enlistment date. O well, all of them thinks i don't need a rest, and should just slave it all out before i enter NS.. damm!!

Ok la, work is still manageable.. let's hope i really could have some rest after that. =) I guess most of my friend have their side of army life to tell, what would mine be? Interesting? or i going to chao geng? haha... we'll see... =)

Gotta go... else i will oversleep again.. ZzZZzz =X Counting down....

Another contract extension...

Wow.. time flies.. 3 weeks since i last blog... Contract ended BUT BUT they are renewing me.. And only me and another colleague whose doing paper work. And hell me, will be doing multi tasking!! Escalator, Troubleshooter, RAR-er, Team-Leader!? LOL! Well, I guess there will be 2 other colleague back only next week till the management settle about the contract. In the meantime, i gotta solo to cover the leave hours taken by by others in the previous month... Arghz..

it's tough, but well it just a challenge. And 1 month just past, counting down to 73days of civilian-hood. Haha.. Well, I just can't wait and imagine my days inside.. I think this contract will extent till July-end... And i am not sure whether next offer of extension will i accept anot. But for now, I guess i have to just do my part... So tired.. Haiz..

How long have i not meet my friends? damm... To many people, 24hours should be more than enough, but to me.. I don't think so!! Well, spare time i will just either sleep or slack watching dramas, just don't have the mood to go walk.. Haiz.. So sianz..