1st Book in.

Booking in... sibei sianz ya.. haha... gonna book-in in another 2hours... haiz... Didn't got the chance to meet her up, think no fate bah... Going to eat my dinner that aunt cook... yummy!!! looking forward for next book out, hope can meet up bah... =(

abit rush now... gtg, cyaz...

Pegasus, Platoon 1, Section 3, Bed 3 -P1303

=D Just now was a bit too brief... haha surely 2 weeks alot of shit to talk but then just now was eating my aunt's cooking... wth la... the cookhouse food was sucky to the max. =D Thanks aunt for cooking such a wonderful meal...

Ok yah, indeed true, first day food was the best in Tekong, for show to parents... Training was rather ok now la, but i think when book in will be a bit xiong... Eh, so far i still endure with some of those muscle aches, blisters and not yet see MO.

I don't wan to see MO for this 3mths for any reasons, I wan to give my very best for all, and go to OCS!!! =D Yeah, OCS... That's it... So it means i got to pass all my test and give my very very best...

About my platoon mates, Pegasus Platoon 1 is the most garang, most siao-on de la... Though i still dun quite really understand them well, i believe that we come in as a platoon and will go out as a platoon..

"To the left, to the left, to the left right, PEGASUS!!!
left right, PLATOON 1!!!
left right, GARANG!!!

"To the left, to the left, to the left right, PEGASUS!!!
left right, PLATOON 1 !!!
left right, WAYANG!!!"

Might be meeting all my platoon mates tml night... and also my buddies...

Just hope that 1 chance will be given to me, forever in my hearts, you will be the only one I love... I believe times will tell of my sincerity...


OCS, CHIONG AH!!!

1st Book out

BOOK OUT!! =D

Hi all, finally after 2 weeks... song tio =D hehe... ermz... Yah, the feeling was tremendous. =D Pegasus Company Platoon 1, most garang and wayang in Tekong BMTC Sch 2 i should say... It's fun la, though training tough, food sux and lots of restriction. The commanders for platoon were BEST LA!! =D

Recruit Chen, counting down, 5hours to P.Tekong, BMTC Sch 2. Yes Sir!

Ok, i just went out back with CH, Shawn, Wei Kang and Mel...

CH, keng off to company me for the night... Bros since Pri 1, definitely worth it man...
Shawn and Wei Kang, ah-ka-liao bros since secondary... those were the days lo...
Mel, from "behind the screen" enemy, become real-life bros, what else can I expect?

Also for those who wishes me luck, thanks.
Ele, Qi Sheng, Sharon, Florence... It's just 2 weeks off Singapore, what could be worse.
Si Dao- My DBS's SISTERS... Lol... See you in school 2, I am just 1 day earlier than you.

BMTC School 2, here i come...!! 5hours to go... 2 years of NS life is soon to began... Recruit Chen is ready!! =) How should i describe the feeling now? Excitied? Relief? Troubled? Enthusiastic? Curious? Damm... The answer will be revealed after 2 weeks.

Motto: Believe in your own belief, strive for your own future.

Last 9 hours...

Final 8hours to NS. Ok, don't say I am nervous or wat, I am just prepared. BUT BUT I am not physically prepared.. LOL!! Just go in tio whack and tekan bah... LOL!!

Well, What I di today...
* Pack my necessities
* Wash my bike
* Cut my hair!!!



This is how RECRUIT Chen looks. Feeling so comfortable without hair. =) Haha... Anyway going out to meet CH, Shawn and Wei Kang for some chit-chat. =) I know sis will miss me... =D oh penny, it's just 2 weeks. =) Hehehe...

不说出的温柔 (Unspoken Tenderness)

Was trying to get some sleep, but who knows when I played this song from my Windows Player, I felt so emotional, and got this feelings to post it. Here's a song to share with all,


歌曲：不说出的温柔
作词: 范逸臣 阿怪 何启弘
作曲: 范逸臣
编曲: Martin Tang

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事
只是想知道你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你
我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰

不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过

那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞

该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛

该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过



Credit to YouTube.com

Also, this is another MTV by Van-Love Story which also implies how I am feeling.

Counting down 26hours...

Counting down 26hours exact, post written on 12 Sept 2007 @ 0200h.

Ok, Just finishing watching Prison Break Season 2. Got the urge to watch Season 3 sia.. nice twist there and here... recommended to all. Can I be that intelligent like Michael Scofield? =) If it wasn't because of his brother, he should achieve big... Well, stories aside, left with 26hours, will be catching a sleep soon.

What will be my day tml? Ermz, gotta go help aunt do something, she's delayed with her flight. 7am in the morning... After that, maybe catch some sleep? OR go dad's place? Eh.. Also, I will be meeting Shawn, maybe for a swim? OR just plain relax. Adrian POP tml, congratz ya, u leaving i entering... LOL! I wish i could see her, how long have i not seen her face to face talk? The last time i could remenbered was sending her to a dental appointment as she was late, 1 year back? Melvin is facing this problem, and I advice him to put down, but i just cant.. Talk is easy, but when it's come to action, I SUX! Maybe i will forget her after enlisted, most people say man "mature" after army.. We'll see, as I am just plain crap whom have said for times to forget but i just failed.

Tml... I definitely have to meet melvin, back giving me some problem, kinda like aching? So I flew his areoplane just now. Sorry bro. And also, I gonna wash my bike, keep it clean for the 2 weeks. What a time to be enlisted, I will be missing mum's bday, sis, dad and my fucking 21st bday... What can be worse than celebrating 21st in Tekong? Haha... That's all for now, just in case tml night i too tired to blog... Gonna miss blogging, maybe I will start to write dairy? Haha...

Counting down 2days

Last 2 Days... =D Slept whole day, wow... that's was nice =D Haben start packing my stufffs... Played FM, now chatting with melvin on phone and his starting a blog... =X haha =D Noobs, now den start blogging LOL!!!

Well, heard lots of story on tekong, "ghost", most xiong/slack company... bla bla.. gonna experience it own on own soon... =)

Counting down to less than 50hours =D

Final 3 days!!

Ermz... Last weekend? I spent it on mahjong!! played with jowy, ch and his bro... 4 rounds, now still playing but sis wanted to... =D let her play bah... cause i am also quite tired le...

Last 3 days... Should i cut botak first? Eh.. should i sent the sms i typed? alot of qns, but no answer... that's how pathetic i am.. damm.. haiz... "Everything have to come to an end", yeah, that's right.. Jowy is true!!

Meaningless... Boring...

Eh... somehow and somewhat, I don't really feels right. I am unsure what and why i am feeling like this... I just felt that it's like no meaning or purpose to carry on..

What is gonna be my future like? In 5 years down the road, what will i really achieve? Been pondering about this... Haiz... Actually army is just like holiday, it's not like last time where u really confine inside... now army is so privilege, u won't get confine for too long, 2 weeks later u can go home, for those who really miss home la... so those who are asking whether 7 days left, am i scared anot? Let me just say, how i wish it's tml.. cause 2 years of ur times, u definitely have to "sacrifice" for guyz...

6 days left? C'mon, why is the time running so slow... damm it.

Counting down 7 days...

Just so sianz.. i dunno sia.. haiz... should i use the word "tired" to describe about myself? What am i tired of? What am i really thinking at this point of time? damm... this feeling just sucks... Counting down... 7 more days? I am aching all over my body... I seriously just dunno about myself...

There's this thought on my head, to ask her out for a movie, before I get enlisted, but i just dun have the courage to... Haiz... just when i wanted to ask her, she seems rather pissed off.. Haiz... don't dare to...

Well, should be getting ready to buy some army acessories... I am really very "tired"... dragging on... let's hope tml will be a better day...

"When will the sun shine?"

11 Days... I am on bad luck streak!! Damm it!!

Can u believe, or was it pure coincident... AirD is just damm fucking unlucky for Lunar 7 month.. Just before the day it started, JACKPOT for all.. The next day, I got myself a big big claypot... What else? I started all my claypot, really bad claypot... till yesterday, i really believe that I am damm damm fucking unlucky...

Well, dad's ops was successful... =) He's recovering, hope he won't overworked himself so soon... haiz... his stall need some restructuring... business are bad...

Advance celebrating mum and sis bday today as aunt will be leaving for china next week... =( Steamboat... not my favourite. =(

Well, I got a feeling I am been avoided, haiz... msn not online or was i block? sms no reply... Haiz...