Outfield next week

Another week gone...
Another weekend gone...

So sianz... Eh... Talking about army, first time tio confinement for some in our company.. Those who tio were because did not perform their area cleaning duties or those who was LATE for the SDC on monday. For my platoon, there was this particular cb who actually say I am the one who sabo them to tio, but what the hell la, it's all about integrity la... and who the fuck say u was incharge of the attendance on that day, dun put ur words into the officers mouth. Officer said respective IC take attendance and pass to him, and u only took the initiative (or because u dun have a paper so u took mine) to consolidate?? At that point of time when attendance was taken, it was already 10-15mins late... And that goes for all other platoons la...

So when u are trying to act hero go negotiate, dun go around telling ppl that it was me who sabo them la... What the fuck? U think "kong zi" ur grandfather ya? army ur wan ya? everything also can negotiate? Use ur brain la, dun always say u dun scare DB, been the eldest person in the platoon, please please fucking use ur cb brain la... By leading them to confront officers, you already can tio charge for insubordination liao la... and u will only cause them more troubles... Well, some of the platoon mates just accept the punishment, but only u this fucking kaypoh for no fucking hell of ur reason u go kpkb... Enough lo, u this fucking chao geng, got back problem go OOT la, dun soong song tell sir here pain there pain act till beri jia lat... FUCK OFF please.

Enough about the matter that pissed me, ytd went cousin li yan wedding, took family photo for the first time? =) Before that went stadium ran with adrian 4.4km, do some pull up and push up meet up with her... Eh, was totally like strangers la... feeling was sux... I dunno, i just dunno how to say...

I feel i am leaving in my own world, just a sadistic of myself... Fuck life sux... Dammm will be confine the next week for outfield... Sianz...

Going to Singapore Discovery Centre

Booking-in soon... Ytd slept around 1am... Now quiet tired bah... but well, was already quite privilege to book in on a monday... BUT BUT gonna go Singapore Discovery Centre which is quite quite far sia.. No choice.. haiz...

This weekend as usual la, nth much changed... Sat night, play mahjong... talk to her on phone till 3am like that? Then i slept around 5am... woke up early next morning around 8am had breakfast and slack till afternoon went for a run, meet josh and gang... actually wanted to meet her, but guess was too sudden and she have no time to prepare... back home for dinner, then send josh back to camp, Stagmont Camp at CCK... abit far, first time go till CCK... back and packing things for book-in...

Don't feel like booking in but sad to say it's a must... =( Sianz sianz... Going to change, blog again next week

Zodiac: Libra --> Quite true.

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.
He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Day 12 - Without M.A.R.L.B.O.R.O

Another week past...

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Remarkable events for the week:

Went for live range on thurs, was pretty accurate for the first 12 rounds, 11 hit 1IA damm it... But i think i was too over confident, and for the following 20 rounds, i only hit 10... In all, out of 32 shots, i hit 21, 5 IA and the rest miss. DAMM, there's go marksman and 1 day off.

Were thinking that the following day will be pretty relax, but in the end, i guess we was totally wrong. We began cleaning our rifles, clean and clean... I thought i was done, went for inspection by sgt, 1 dirty part found, = 5 push up, I ended doing 55push-up. We had our lunch, and continue to clean the rifle, this time round, 1 dirty part found, = 20 push up, again i ended doing 160push-up. At around 4pm, PC suddenly said, it's "PT time"... And we did in total about 50counts of 4 star jump, about 50crunches or more , 50 push-up or more, and 7rounds of 300m around our company line. It was definitely the shaggest day in NS so far but Outfield coming on 2nd Nov, maybe more shag? Will see...


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Eh, ermz was lonely through out the nights on weekdays, it just since my social contacts is just so limited. I am proud to blog that I quit smoking successfully i guess, playing mahjong just with my sis friends and 3 of them smoking yet i didn't... this is my 12th days, and counting... =) Oh yah, did i mention she was the first to greet me? I was like ermz, yah really hoping, and as Light-Off was 2230h, I hid my hp under my pillow, and 2359h on that day my phone vibrates and woke me up... Pretty happy it was her, yah... but since that day, I knew i was rather annoying, I stop all contacts with her... somehow i wish to talk to her, how? should i call her??

Haiz...

Book-in

Another weekend gone... Wanted to go buy myself a mp3 player, but was just so lazy to go... and maybe when it comes to BMT, i will not have so much spare time too.. so maybe i won't need... anyway, I think i have really manage to get rid of it already... no longer will i sudden have the urge, but sometimes just rather weird as my pocket is missing something...

BMT starts tml... will it gonna be fun? Live range soon, outfield in 16 days time... sianz... combat ration, tasty? alot of ??? on my minds... lets keep it busy so i won't have time to think.... Going off soon, bookin in 1930h.

Belated Bday celebration

Ok, sad.. I can't have 1... O well...

Eh, ppl were asking why i want to quit... I also dunno why, just that the thought of it suddenly came to my mind... I can conclude why i wan to quit with a few excuses that i find for myself,

1) Because of OCS, I need to pass IPPT.
2) After been pull and drag by cig for this 8 years, maybe it's time for myself to quit?
3) For someone.

For you guyz to decide what's the reason behind me having to quit.


Ya, thanks bro for the bday present. It's a nice watch. I will definitely wear it. I always find it rather cute la... I always have identical bday present... few years back, it was all wallet, then clothes, then pouch... this year, i got 2 watch... LOL!! Or is it written on my forehead what I need? hahaha... But seriously thanks Josh, Shawn, Bob(Henry), Adrian, Geraldine and Daqi... yesterday was fun =)

Day 5 without M.A.R.L.B.O.R.O

Damm, the feeling is terlok la... Raining days without it, my nose is like water tap running la... Really got the urge to go and buy... damm... Going for a run, if i can run below 12mins, I will break "fast" for this weekend... haha... but i dun think this is possible la...

End of PTP, Start of BMT

Another book out... Time flies.. end of PTP Phase, BMT starts next week..

Ermz... It have since been 4 days... How long can this last? Will try my best and very best...

Going out for dad's bday celebration... Tata

3rd Week...

3 weeks of army life passed...

About army, eh... emo post out le... gd luck emo, u can de.
PC changing, new PC like beri garang... IMT over, passed, 26/32 should be able to make it bah... 4km FBO completed, no sweat, think 24km should be alright also... ermz, am i too garang or what? or we have different thinking cause I aiming to go OCS? I think Platoon 1 is damm slack la compare to 3 others, therefore which lead to us more relax and abit lack of discipline. Haiz...

Enough said... I was like kinda outta of mood, no morale or what so ever for the last 3 days la.. haiz...

Haiz... was like kinda ermz... dunno wat to say? seriously... haiz... Just wanted to meet up for a dinner and was like kinda... haiz... eh... should i say i have annoyed and irritated you, which in term u choose to "avoid", or should i use the word "ignore"? I know no matters how much i said, it means nothing as you made the decision. I respect your decision, but also hope you can respect mine. No matter what happens, I will always be there for you. Perhaps I just havent meet the right want, that's why I am still so persistent and firm on my stand.

Suddenly have the urge to drink to sorrow, wake up the next day blank in my minds... but is that chlidish? Haiz.. but saded, nobody wants to go out this weekend... Josh, adrian and all are not free... haiz...

Well, that's about all... had a simple dinner with dad for my bday... Tml booking in at 8.45pm... watching vcd? or sleeping soon.