[=* Complicated Yet Simple... That's Me... *=]

SCAMMER FROM SIM LIM AFTER 8 MONTHS!!

2008-08-08T00:32:00.004+08:00

I guess this is 1 person who saw my posting 8months ago, and again this shop does the same thing. Do beware...

comment on SCAMMER FROM SIM LIM!!.anna has left a new comment on your post "SCAMMER FROM SIM LIM!!": my friend was unluckier than u, he experienced violence from this store. here is his story:

Anyway, here's what happened. My girlfiend and I went to Sim Lim to buy a PSP. I know, it was quite stupid of me to go there for a PSP. It's all over the net that the last place to buy a PSP is in Sim Lim. I went anyway, thinking it's "not gonna happen to me" (i was dead wrong). So we went to different shops to ask for prices. The prices we got were 360, and 340.. complete with all the necessary stuff like battery, 4G card, cable, case, and modification. When we got to unit # 02-76 (Evolution Gaming LLP), they quoted us $308. That was too cheap.. but it was almost 9pm and I was just tired and wanted the PSP. So I said I'll take one. The sales guy was friendly. He's tall, fat, and had a lot of pimples on his face. He took our money and said he'll modify it in front of us. After the so-called modification, he showed the PSP to me... and it was lagging! He said the modification took much of the RAM and it needed an upgrade, and that we had to pay $200! Holy sh*t... and while he was selling the upgrade to me, he kept calling me 'my friend...'. That was just annoying. I said we don't have that kind of money, and we'd like to get our money back. From here, things got ugly. The store owner (tall, skinny, and also had a lot of pimples) started shouting at us, saying just take the PSP, the we're wasting his time, etc. And another guy tried to talk to us,this short little guy with glasses, squeaky voice, introduced as the store manager. He tried to explain about the upgrade. But we've heard enough. We just wanted our money back, and we were not leaving. Finally they said we could have our money back, but since the PSP has already been modified, we should pay the GST (wtf!). After much debate, I just said fine.. if that's what it takes to just leave this place, then ok. So they gave us our money, less gst (that's $21 - not bad, but still hurts). We were so pissed leaving the store. I decided to take a photo of the store premises so I could have a 'souvenir' for the event. Suddenly, this little guy with glasses (store manager, they say) started to slap me in the face! (I'm not sure if it was a slap or a punch.. looked like a punch, felt like a slap) He also shoulted at me with his small squeaky voice. I prepared to hit back, aiming at his small face.. but suddenly I see this tall lanky guy running from the store carrying a metal stool. And the fat pimply guy who tried to sell the PSP also came out running towards us too. The little guy's got backup! So now there's 3 of them, and one of me. I remember thinking, if I fight back, this is going to get ugly for me. But then, the short guy took a plastic chair and continued to hit me, as well as this tall guy with the metal stool! Unit # 02-76 Evolution Gaming LLP is situated at the corner of the floor. The beating continued until we reached the escalator. They hit me on the face, the arms, and body. My girlfriend was just shouting 'please stop!'. Suddenly they demanded for me to delete the photo.. i had no choice but to comply. After deleting (they continued to hit me by the way), Sim Lim security came in the scene. The little guy gave me one last hit on the body with his reliable plastic chair. After that, security called the police. The police came to talk to me, then went up to talk to the store owner (tall pimply guy). The guys that attacked me where no longer there (of course). We went to the police station, I gave a statement, they gave me a medical form, we went to the hospital to document the scratches I obtained from the attack. The police said that they were going to launch an investigation about it.

2008 CNY

2008-02-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

Apologise, "some technical errors", some of the previous posts was removed. Thanks for all the concern, I am alright.

I am suffering from serious throat inflamation which causes fever to go up and down like stock market for the past 1 whole week. What a terrible Chinese New Year u can get right?

Spend yesterday afternoon with Shu Hui watching Kungfu dunk, surprising no one was watching the movie but CJ7 and Ah Long Pte Ltd, well Kungfu dunk is a entertaining comedy by Jay Zhou, worth the $$ to watch.

At the end of the show, LiLi told ShiJie, she will be waiting for his ice-cream... haha... and so both of us went hagen daz... =) She simply love ice-cream, just like those kids =X Though time was short, but well, ya really appreciate it alot.. Will miss u lot lot wor... =$

I might be away for quite sometime, and won't be blogging so often so guyz all take care please.... =) Please sms/call me if u are finding me or missing me. =X

PRSS BROS reunion once again...!!

2007-12-24T03:36:00.000+08:00

We finally meet up... Full strength this time, nobody's left out... Saded we didn't really took a picture for this outing.. damm... it's like since hw long have we meet up as one full grp la.. We talked and ate supper at Hongkong Street Cafe, located at Kovan for quite some time...

As usual, all those crappy stuff came out la... haha, suan-ing each other, calling nicknames, playing finger-guessing game and loser eat chillis and so-on... We are just a mad bunch of pals... Enjoyed their company to the fullest.. Actually wanted to go for a game of pool de so that we can continue our chit-chat session, but the pool house closed.. =( Saded, josh left us first... Went for roundings, before i reached home at 3am... =)

Christmas, Is this a festival to celebrate? Damm, I think staying at home would be better... =) Maybe to sis chalet, but i know little of her friends, maybe dinner with bros but not confirm yet... =( sianz!!! DATE ME OUT PLS, haha.. =D

Packing stuff soon... else i can forsee my weekends will be gone in no time..

boring weekends...

2007-12-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

So sianz... yeah... went to boat quay as mentioned... saw couple of pasirians there, Tai yong, cheng siang and rick + some other juniors... yah... small world..=D Stayed till 3am+ and ya something bad almost broke out... but well, it's all over and nothing happend. End of story... =D

Actually meeting CH to go gym and jogging, in the end, he put my aeroplane say raining dun wan to continue... -_-" Anyway, i went jogging alone, as usual, 2 rounds around serangoon and did some push up.. Counting down 3 more days back to army life... I am thinking about my future, sign-on as what? If I am left without any choice, shld i sign on with the army? Haiz... Soon, we will know... gotta start packing my stuff soon...

Josh actually jio me out to watch movie, thought got shawn and adrian, in the end only that couple, so i also nvr go la... haha... maybe for supper... waiting for his sms/call...

SCAMMER FROM SIM LIM!!

2007-12-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

DO NOT EVER PATRONIZE, NEVERTHELESS MAKE ANY PURCHASE FROM THIS STORE IN SIM LIM SQUARE,

EVOLUTION GAMING LLP
Sales Manager: Lax Toh
Contact: 90141796

1 Rochor Canal Road
Sim Lim Square #01-35
Singapore 188504

They are using underhand selling technique in cheating you. Please be aware of items/products they are selling. Some are even defect. A very good example, i bought a PSP slim fr them, which hanged every times i played the game. They changed for the first time but the 2nd time the problem still occurs, they don't change and they say it's not under their policy to change for. They are real scammers, BEWARE!!

One Last Time...

2007-12-18T01:50:00.000+08:00

I didn't know i give u the feeling that ya, I have the intention to settle down, and yes u will the be one. I really didn't have this intention to stress on you.

Guess I was too selfish, wishful thinkings, day-dreaming??

All I hope was only for us to be back once again, happily together.. But well I know it's impossible. Not sure what happened, all I knew is there for these 1 year and months, all have changed. And I would said a very drastic change which is irreversible.

9months of so-called torture will start soon, let this period of time cleanse my mind, away from all these nonsense that I created for myself and hope that everything will just calm down as if nothing have happened, the problem does not exisit.

I just have to say, I finally, really have to give up, and I can only wish you all the best. Hopefully, this time would be true.

当作最后一次对你的溺爱, 冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管, 只要你能愉快?

Waiting for Posting..

2007-12-17T02:48:00.000+08:00

Sianz... Just company dad watch soccer finish... damm chelsea should have won it... =( Anyway, went to celebrate Penny's bday.. as usual, we just have a causual meal outside... =) Block leave is just so sianz... I don't seen to be enjoying it other than sleep and sleep... I slept whole day today... Yeah, pretty sianz... dunno wat to do la... play game cannot commit... Go out? Friends in army... WTF!!! Arghz...

4more days to posting day.. looking forward to the arrival of that day... soo sianz.. maybe go back to TP soon.. =D

Activity Upcoming
20th Dec- Outing with Poly mates...
21th Dec- BMTC Posting Order out....!!!
21th Dec- SHATEC DCS April '07 & DPB Jan '07 EVENT CATERING!

arghz... sleep sleep...!!

missing Tekong...

2007-12-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

Wow.. 3 days pass POP... Yeah... was pretty busy...

121207- Went Sentosa in the morning with Mel, Gene, Tat, Roy, Alfred, Clarence, Fabian, Alfred Neo, JD and Renny... It was BMTC Sch 2 Day too, saw a few commanders at Sentosa too (which includes, CQ, clerk, storeman ZH, Sgt Darren, Sgt Ashruf, PS Hyder, Melissa and Shyman) Yeah... We went siloso, played soccer and beach volleyball... took loads of pic and I didn't join them for dinner cause there's dinner at home...

131207- Met poly mates, ele, flor, ada, chyi and SM at Orchard. Went to eat "Ashi-Tei" chit chat and catch up abit, before I left to meet coy mates again. Ya... we will catch up soon again... =D

Met coy mates- (mer, mel, gene, alfred, jd, nazmi, ali, razi, clar, alfarid, fadzly and YC) to dblO... Saw a grp of cuties, but haha... no guts i shld say... didn't manage to talk to them... stood there stoning for 3hours... haiz... wanted to left the place at 1am+ de but in the end stay till 3.30am.. time was dragged... damm.. I hate irresponsible drunkards... damm...

141207- met daddy in the morning... Talk talk company him till noon... haiz... actually wanted to meet for dinner... was rather happy even wanted to go watch movie de... but in the end... haizz.... gonna stay at home and sleep le bah... tata...

missing tekong days... can't get use to so slack life now sia... =(

Salute to all Pegasus Warrirors

2007-12-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

Memories flowing back... deeply emotional about graduation still... missing Tekong now... That's the fact of life la... When we lose it, only then we realise the important of it...

I would like to wish all Pegasus Coy 04/07, irregardless of Commanders/Private, the best for their future endearvours... =) Below is a short clip, where some of our memories will never be forgotten. =D

3 CHEERS FOR PEGASUS!! Hip Hip Hurray!!! Hip Hip Hurray!! Hip Hip HURRAY!!!

My salutation to all Pegasus warriors.

POP LO!!!

2007-12-11T18:39:00.000+08:00

POP LO!!! Hip Hip Hurray!!!

Let the photo do the talking:

After 3 months of hard work, this is what I achieved.

Thanks Mum, SIS and cutie Faisal for attending the ceremony

The BEST of Pegasus Coy, Platoon 1, Section 3 and 4!!
Right to Left: Pte Melvin Pang, Pte Chen Qinghe, 3rd Sgt Ashruf and 3rd Sgt Darren

Pte Chen Qinghe and Pte Eugene

Commander of BMTC, CO of BMTC2, OC of Pegasus and BEST of Pegasus

After 3months of staying together, we still have to part and began our next training phase. Pegasus COY will always be in my heart... The fun we had, the hard-ship we been thru together... All those memories in BMTC will forever be with me. Pegasus Coy, let excel together... =)

LAST BOOK-IN TEKONG

2007-12-09T12:14:00.000+08:00

Today will be the last book in for us... POP on Tuesday 111207. Well, all of us may be happy about this day, but i guess some sad feelings will be there... We been thru thick and thin and we sruvived the 3mths together.. Some might be hated, some might be adored but well "There is no strangers in this world, it's just you haven't know them yet".

BMTC had definitely left a memorable experience for me, BTP, IFC, GAC, SOC, SIT and 24km. Pegasus, Platoon 1, definitely the best. Let's hope we can remain in contact even after we POP bah...

Bookin in at 1915h... =)

Gonna be my last bookout!! =D

2007-12-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

Booking in at 2045h. 9 days left.. Wow =D haha...

Anyway, ytd slept quite early cause i was too tired? OR i sick? nt sure la... wake up early this morning, bought breakfast as usual for all of them... Did the hygiene poster, but can't find a printer to print.. Luckily got "U" to help... =D Thanks ya... =D

enjoy ur papaya and iced latte? tk care, study hard pls... meet up soon.

Boring...

2007-12-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

Gonna be another boring usual weekend... Worst, I injured my back, cannot even go for jog... Damm... Maybe just sleep bah... arghz...

10 more days to POP!

2007-12-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

SIT Test Completed, SOC Completed and also 16km Completed.

Left with only 24km road march. It's on next wednesday. 10 more days to POP!!!
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geral: Thanks, but sorry ya... haha don't wan snatch ur bf.
DevilishElf: F U! U are always out at club/pub on weekends. Rmb u for fuck?!
elle: Very funny meh? =D Meet up soon..

Morale Booster

2007-11-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

Booking in soon... today 1900h... abit sianz... was slacking the whole day... just woke up nia... =)

Tml going for SIT test, 3 days in the forest... =( No bed, no bath, no food.. lucky it's just 3 days... SOC maybe on thurs or fri... if can, let me clear it once and for all bah... POP counting down liao... 16 days left... minus 4 days of weekend...

Thanks girl, was sorta of a morale booster for me for ur msg. Though I am pinning hopes on you, I know i shouldn't. But well, I don't really care how hard I might fell in the end... Pls focus on ur studies wor... See ya soon. BTW, I think i forgot to mention I came in 16 for my 2.4km. This number is just so special. =)

Tata, that's all bah... Going to pack my stuff now and get ready to go back Tekong.

[* Mystery *]

2007-11-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

What can a person do, when:

1) Clubbing- He don't drink, nevertheless he quitted smoking and moreover he hates noises, so what's the point to join his friend?

2) Movies- He don't like window shopping, nevertheless to catch a movie with his friend + friend's gf to become a lightbulb?

Answer: Sweat it Out = Continuously jogging for 36mins + 100 push-ups in 8mins.

It's not that I am an anti-social person, but it's just that the activities don't really match me. What do I actually like? What do I actually want? And so on... alot of questions without answer in my mind, who can answer all these questions?

I don't really have someone to talk to, in the past there's still Josh. But now he's attached and I know that he also have insufficient time for himself so I don't wish to bother him. My social circles is just so "Pte Ltd".

IPPT Silver

2007-11-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

IPPT Over!!

Here's the result:

Sit Up = 43
Chin Up = 10
SBJ = 234cm
S.R. = 9.9s
2.4km = 10.39mins

Achieved = SILVER!!!

Finally, after 2mths of so-called training, I got myself my dream, a silver for IPPT. GAC, BAC, IPPT all over. Left SIT Test, SOC and 24km march. I know i can, this is the last 3 obstacles...

SOC and SIT Test next week. Again in forest for 3Days 2Nights... Combat ration and sleeping in marshal again... =( Should i retake IPPT and go for GOLD?? 1more mins to improve my IPPT timing... Can I???

2 more book-in for Tekong

2007-11-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

Book in!!! Left last 2 nia... How how? Time really flies so fucking fast la... =X

Eh, went to dad there and told him about the sign-on, eh... he say do what i think it's right. That was also what mummy told me... Ermz ya... still gt like 12 days i will know the result for Navy Combat Officer. =) See how bah...

And yah, the programme for this week as follow:

Monday= Pegasus Vs Scorpion Tug-O-War!!
Tuesday= Battle Assault Course
Friday= Grenade Assault Course and Recruits Night
Saturday= IPPT

So many events, sure very xiong de... Well well.. gonna chiong for my IPPT. Oh yah, forgot to mention my IPPT result for last week de,

Sit-UP= 40
SBJ = 227
Shuttle Run = 10.1sec
Chin up= 2 (BUT KNNCCB I ACTUALLY DID FUCKING 9 and he told me 0!!)
2.4km= 11.07mins

Well amazing sia... 1st IPPT 15.14, follow by 12.49, 12.17 and now 11.07. On sat, if my pull up can achieve 10 I fucking ccb will dash all out for a fucking gold... =D only if my pull up is 10.

That's all folks.. Gonna book in liao at 2015h.. =D Wish me all the best bah... last 3weeks... 23days left...

Why am I always contradicting myself, I say I will fucking forgert but... FUCK IT, YAH.. That's really my fucking weakness... No matter how easy it could be to anyone, it will be the fucking most difficult thing for me to do. Well, life goes on...

I SLIM DOWN!! =D

2007-11-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

AMAZING... I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT MYSELF!! LOL!!

Last week when i was back fr field camp, I was 75kg... No change though i work so hard sia... BUT BUT BUT... Dunno why this week, I weighed only 69.5kg... AMAZING my lowest so far... =X Haha, just here to hao lian nia...

Yesterday went to Tg Pagar with Adrian, dunno who bday he want go down, follow him... Everybody telling me not to sign-on so fast... WHY!?!?! Haiz... Have been pondering over my thoughts whether i should sign on as Navy Officer or Air force... Sianz... How how? Which? Well, SOC better pass first... IPPT final test next week... Haiz....

3 weeks to POP...

2007-11-17T13:32:00.000+08:00

3 weeks left to POP... =D

Everything Silver, except for pull-up. Not because I can't but the SIR sucks! I did 9, he say 0 cause i kick. Do another 5, he say 2, well just forget it. Complain to PC, ended up, PC also roti prata. Say the result does not matters, but now say result matters and I may be confine. Fuck off, I don't really care. In my heart, I know i can is sufficient.

Yesterday was the first time i fell sick in NS. Eh, not really sick bah, 37.8degree, body felt weak. Just consume 4 panadol, rest for 1hours, and I am fit again. Participate in the Tug-O-War, they already choose 17ppl liao, den i go join in... just nice. Sect Comm was choosing us for monday competition against Scorpion Company. =D Hope we can champ this competition, 2 days off sia.. After training, continue 1.5km with long four. first time run such a long distance with long four...

Left BAC, GAC, SOC, SIT and IPPT... So near yet so far... 3 weeks... ...

Book out today, so what am i going to do? or where am i going? Dunno!!! See tonight how bah...

Day 40 of "No-Smoking Day" and so on....

Days without CIG

2007-11-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

4 days of holdiays... What was acheived? I was sleeping, sleeping and eating... =X Didn't really go out... Just staying at home and slack thru out... I think i quite lazy la hor... =X Bookin in later at 1845h. Sianz... Tml IPPT, hope i can get silver, though i failed the 1st 2 times already... Must be confident right!!! Chiong ah... 4more weeks to POP FAST SIA!! 11DEC2007, POP LOH!!!!

After 1 month of not smoking, and counting...

Back from holiday, 6D5N at P.Tekong JUNGLE

2007-11-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

Ok. Hi folks, I just return from the most tiring, shag-out yet fruitful experience trip, "Outfield". Ermz, 6D5N... How did i survive? I will talk about the "Sleeping condition" and "eating condition" only for some reason all of us was told we cannot reveal informations bla bla that was classified as confidential.

For the first night, we were all sleeping at the heart of the forest, building our very own marshal, and digging the drainage to prevent flooding. Well, for me, drainage was still alright before it gives way after 4hours of raining, those who will lazy get to swim in their own marshal. Second and third night was the same, it only became abit more special when "Turn-Out" was shouted. All of us was still half awake, but we got to gather and fall-in. Definitely we was late, and commanders will start to say "Shag cannot think right, knock it down!". And it goes on for 30mins...

For the 4th night and 5th night, we moved to a new location. We gotta dig our own "coffin place" (Trench) for us to sleep, 2m by 1m, knee length height. Digging this hole took me about 6hours continuously, and some took 2days to complete. The feeling of sleeping in it? I don't really know cause the moment I stepped in, I slept like a pig cause i was fucking tired out. But well, i suppose the insects there just walk over me without me knowing. The 5th night, we slept in the muddy area for those who completed digging and covering back the coffin hole, rain and rain, the ground was so soft, slept at 12mn woke up at 4am cause the rain was too big and we was evcuated to training shed.

About the food, I tried the combat ration for the first day, Glutinous rice w/chicken and Tomato Pasta. Sounds nice right? Try it and u won't eat again, it's like dog food la. Expiry date is Nov2008 can tahan 2 years sia... The biscuit given to us also like dog biscuit, bite 1mouth, guggle with water then can eat. Though sachet of brevages was given to us, we cannot mix in water, so we pour into our mouth, then guggle in. And so for the next 3days i took "dog biscuit", 1 packet which contain 5 pieces, for every meal. And on the 5th day, I took 1packet and it lasted me till my bookout meal which mean i didn't eat anything for 48hours. AMAZING, didn't know how i make it, was not hungry till the steamboat grouper fish, pork rib king and chicken wings appear in front of me. LOL!! I ate 31/2 bowls of rice. My mum was telling the server that i am damm hungry. Breakfast was also nice, chicken wing, egg and kwayteow mee w/ beehoon. It's like we only know how to appreciate things when we lose it. We should not be choosy about food la...

Lastly, Pegasus, Platoon 1 ROCKS. We survive together as a team. =) All the best guyz.

Outfield next week

2007-10-28T17:15:00.000+08:00

Another week gone...
Another weekend gone...

So sianz... Eh... Talking about army, first time tio confinement for some in our company.. Those who tio were because did not perform their area cleaning duties or those who was LATE for the SDC on monday. For my platoon, there was this particular cb who actually say I am the one who sabo them to tio, but what the hell la, it's all about integrity la... and who the fuck say u was incharge of the attendance on that day, dun put ur words into the officers mouth. Officer said respective IC take attendance and pass to him, and u only took the initiative (or because u dun have a paper so u took mine) to consolidate?? At that point of time when attendance was taken, it was already 10-15mins late... And that goes for all other platoons la...

So when u are trying to act hero go negotiate, dun go around telling ppl that it was me who sabo them la... What the fuck? U think "kong zi" ur grandfather ya? army ur wan ya? everything also can negotiate? Use ur brain la, dun always say u dun scare DB, been the eldest person in the platoon, please please fucking use ur cb brain la... By leading them to confront officers, you already can tio charge for insubordination liao la... and u will only cause them more troubles... Well, some of the platoon mates just accept the punishment, but only u this fucking kaypoh for no fucking hell of ur reason u go kpkb... Enough lo, u this fucking chao geng, got back problem go OOT la, dun soong song tell sir here pain there pain act till beri jia lat... FUCK OFF please.

Enough about the matter that pissed me, ytd went cousin li yan wedding, took family photo for the first time? =) Before that went stadium ran with adrian 4.4km, do some pull up and push up meet up with her... Eh, was totally like strangers la... feeling was sux... I dunno, i just dunno how to say...

I feel i am leaving in my own world, just a sadistic of myself... Fuck life sux... Dammm will be confine the next week for outfield... Sianz...

Going to Singapore Discovery Centre

2007-10-22T05:59:00.000+08:00

Booking-in soon... Ytd slept around 1am... Now quiet tired bah... but well, was already quite privilege to book in on a monday... BUT BUT gonna go Singapore Discovery Centre which is quite quite far sia.. No choice.. haiz...

This weekend as usual la, nth much changed... Sat night, play mahjong... talk to her on phone till 3am like that? Then i slept around 5am... woke up early next morning around 8am had breakfast and slack till afternoon went for a run, meet josh and gang... actually wanted to meet her, but guess was too sudden and she have no time to prepare... back home for dinner, then send josh back to camp, Stagmont Camp at CCK... abit far, first time go till CCK... back and packing things for book-in...

Don't feel like booking in but sad to say it's a must... =( Sianz sianz... Going to change, blog again next week

Zodiac: Libra --> Quite true.

2007-10-21T02:33:00.000+08:00

A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool , calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depress and unstable. Up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.

To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or up set. His voice always gentle and calm. he always set and comb his hair as if he comes out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.

When he is in a balance mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalancing mood, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromise and clear thing up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.

Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.

Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.

A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.
He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.

He will has his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teen, he changed many girl friends because he can not clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.

Even he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotion of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he up set you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepare for this.

A not so pretty girl with no brain is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.

He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman than a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.

Day 12 - Without M.A.R.L.B.O.R.O

2007-10-20T17:25:00.000+08:00

Another week past...

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Remarkable events for the week:

Went for live range on thurs, was pretty accurate for the first 12 rounds, 11 hit 1IA damm it... But i think i was too over confident, and for the following 20 rounds, i only hit 10... In all, out of 32 shots, i hit 21, 5 IA and the rest miss. DAMM, there's go marksman and 1 day off.

Were thinking that the following day will be pretty relax, but in the end, i guess we was totally wrong. We began cleaning our rifles, clean and clean... I thought i was done, went for inspection by sgt, 1 dirty part found, = 5 push up, I ended doing 55push-up. We had our lunch, and continue to clean the rifle, this time round, 1 dirty part found, = 20 push up, again i ended doing 160push-up. At around 4pm, PC suddenly said, it's "PT time"... And we did in total about 50counts of 4 star jump, about 50crunches or more , 50 push-up or more, and 7rounds of 300m around our company line. It was definitely the shaggest day in NS so far but Outfield coming on 2nd Nov, maybe more shag? Will see...

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Eh, ermz was lonely through out the nights on weekdays, it just since my social contacts is just so limited. I am proud to blog that I quit smoking successfully i guess, playing mahjong just with my sis friends and 3 of them smoking yet i didn't... this is my 12th days, and counting... =) Oh yah, did i mention she was the first to greet me? I was like ermz, yah really hoping, and as Light-Off was 2230h, I hid my hp under my pillow, and 2359h on that day my phone vibrates and woke me up... Pretty happy it was her, yah... but since that day, I knew i was rather annoying, I stop all contacts with her... somehow i wish to talk to her, how? should i call her??

Haiz...

Book-in

2007-10-14T17:55:00.000+08:00

Another weekend gone... Wanted to go buy myself a mp3 player, but was just so lazy to go... and maybe when it comes to BMT, i will not have so much spare time too.. so maybe i won't need... anyway, I think i have really manage to get rid of it already... no longer will i sudden have the urge, but sometimes just rather weird as my pocket is missing something...

BMT starts tml... will it gonna be fun? Live range soon, outfield in 16 days time... sianz... combat ration, tasty? alot of ??? on my minds... lets keep it busy so i won't have time to think.... Going off soon, bookin in 1930h.

Belated Bday celebration

2007-10-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

Ok, sad.. I can't have 1... O well...

Eh, ppl were asking why i want to quit... I also dunno why, just that the thought of it suddenly came to my mind... I can conclude why i wan to quit with a few excuses that i find for myself,

1) Because of OCS, I need to pass IPPT.
2) After been pull and drag by cig for this 8 years, maybe it's time for myself to quit?
3) For someone.

For you guyz to decide what's the reason behind me having to quit.

Ya, thanks bro for the bday present. It's a nice watch. I will definitely wear it. I always find it rather cute la... I always have identical bday present... few years back, it was all wallet, then clothes, then pouch... this year, i got 2 watch... LOL!! Or is it written on my forehead what I need? hahaha... But seriously thanks Josh, Shawn, Bob(Henry), Adrian, Geraldine and Daqi... yesterday was fun =)

Day 5 without M.A.R.L.B.O.R.O

2007-10-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

Damm, the feeling is terlok la... Raining days without it, my nose is like water tap running la... Really got the urge to go and buy... damm... Going for a run, if i can run below 12mins, I will break "fast" for this weekend... haha... but i dun think this is possible la...

End of PTP, Start of BMT

2007-10-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

Another book out... Time flies.. end of PTP Phase, BMT starts next week..

Ermz... It have since been 4 days... How long can this last? Will try my best and very best...

Going out for dad's bday celebration... Tata

3rd Week...

2007-10-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

3 weeks of army life passed...

About army, eh... emo post out le... gd luck emo, u can de.
PC changing, new PC like beri garang... IMT over, passed, 26/32 should be able to make it bah... 4km FBO completed, no sweat, think 24km should be alright also... ermz, am i too garang or what? or we have different thinking cause I aiming to go OCS? I think Platoon 1 is damm slack la compare to 3 others, therefore which lead to us more relax and abit lack of discipline. Haiz...

Enough said... I was like kinda outta of mood, no morale or what so ever for the last 3 days la.. haiz...

Haiz... was like kinda ermz... dunno wat to say? seriously... haiz... Just wanted to meet up for a dinner and was like kinda... haiz... eh... should i say i have annoyed and irritated you, which in term u choose to "avoid", or should i use the word "ignore"? I know no matters how much i said, it means nothing as you made the decision. I respect your decision, but also hope you can respect mine. No matter what happens, I will always be there for you. Perhaps I just havent meet the right want, that's why I am still so persistent and firm on my stand.

Suddenly have the urge to drink to sorrow, wake up the next day blank in my minds... but is that chlidish? Haiz.. but saded, nobody wants to go out this weekend... Josh, adrian and all are not free... haiz...

Well, that's about all... had a simple dinner with dad for my bday... Tml booking in at 8.45pm... watching vcd? or sleeping soon.

1st Book in.

2007-09-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

Booking in... sibei sianz ya.. haha... gonna book-in in another 2hours... haiz... Didn't got the chance to meet her up, think no fate bah... Going to eat my dinner that aunt cook... yummy!!! looking forward for next book out, hope can meet up bah... =(

abit rush now... gtg, cyaz...

Pegasus, Platoon 1, Section 3, Bed 3 -P1303

2007-09-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

=D Just now was a bit too brief... haha surely 2 weeks alot of shit to talk but then just now was eating my aunt's cooking... wth la... the cookhouse food was sucky to the max. =D Thanks aunt for cooking such a wonderful meal...

Ok yah, indeed true, first day food was the best in Tekong, for show to parents... Training was rather ok now la, but i think when book in will be a bit xiong... Eh, so far i still endure with some of those muscle aches, blisters and not yet see MO.

I don't wan to see MO for this 3mths for any reasons, I wan to give my very best for all, and go to OCS!!! =D Yeah, OCS... That's it... So it means i got to pass all my test and give my very very best...

About my platoon mates, Pegasus Platoon 1 is the most garang, most siao-on de la... Though i still dun quite really understand them well, i believe that we come in as a platoon and will go out as a platoon..

"To the left, to the left, to the left right, PEGASUS!!!
left right, PLATOON 1!!!
left right, GARANG!!!

"To the left, to the left, to the left right, PEGASUS!!!
left right, PLATOON 1 !!!
left right, WAYANG!!!"

Might be meeting all my platoon mates tml night... and also my buddies...

Just hope that 1 chance will be given to me, forever in my hearts, you will be the only one I love... I believe times will tell of my sincerity...

OCS, CHIONG AH!!!

1st Book out

2007-09-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

BOOK OUT!! =D

Hi all, finally after 2 weeks... song tio =D hehe... ermz... Yah, the feeling was tremendous. =D Pegasus Company Platoon 1, most garang and wayang in Tekong BMTC Sch 2 i should say... It's fun la, though training tough, food sux and lots of restriction. The commanders for platoon were BEST LA!! =D

Recruit Chen, counting down, 5hours to P.Tekong, BMTC Sch 2. Yes Sir!

2007-09-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

Ok, i just went out back with CH, Shawn, Wei Kang and Mel...

CH, keng off to company me for the night... Bros since Pri 1, definitely worth it man...
Shawn and Wei Kang, ah-ka-liao bros since secondary... those were the days lo...
Mel, from "behind the screen" enemy, become real-life bros, what else can I expect?

Also for those who wishes me luck, thanks.
Ele, Qi Sheng, Sharon, Florence... It's just 2 weeks off Singapore, what could be worse.
Si Dao- My DBS's SISTERS... Lol... See you in school 2, I am just 1 day earlier than you.

BMTC School 2, here i come...!! 5hours to go... 2 years of NS life is soon to began... Recruit Chen is ready!! =) How should i describe the feeling now? Excitied? Relief? Troubled? Enthusiastic? Curious? Damm... The answer will be revealed after 2 weeks.

Motto: Believe in your own belief, strive for your own future.

Last 9 hours...

2007-09-13T00:08:00.000+08:00

Final 8hours to NS. Ok, don't say I am nervous or wat, I am just prepared. BUT BUT I am not physically prepared.. LOL!! Just go in tio whack and tekan bah... LOL!!

Well, What I di today...
* Pack my necessities
* Wash my bike
* Cut my hair!!!

This is how RECRUIT Chen looks. Feeling so comfortable without hair. =) Haha... Anyway going out to meet CH, Shawn and Wei Kang for some chit-chat. =) I know sis will miss me... =D oh penny, it's just 2 weeks. =) Hehehe...

不说出的温柔 (Unspoken Tenderness)

2007-09-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

Was trying to get some sleep, but who knows when I played this song from my Windows Player, I felt so emotional, and got this feelings to post it. Here's a song to share with all,

歌曲：不说出的温柔
作词: 范逸臣阿怪何启弘
作曲: 范逸臣
编曲: Martin Tang

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事
只是想知道你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你
我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰

不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过

那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞

该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛

该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

Credit to YouTube.com

Also, this is another MTV by Van-Love Story which also implies how I am feeling.

Counting down 26hours...

2007-09-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

Counting down 26hours exact, post written on 12 Sept 2007 @ 0200h.

Ok, Just finishing watching Prison Break Season 2. Got the urge to watch Season 3 sia.. nice twist there and here... recommended to all. Can I be that intelligent like Michael Scofield? =) If it wasn't because of his brother, he should achieve big... Well, stories aside, left with 26hours, will be catching a sleep soon.

What will be my day tml? Ermz, gotta go help aunt do something, she's delayed with her flight. 7am in the morning... After that, maybe catch some sleep? OR go dad's place? Eh.. Also, I will be meeting Shawn, maybe for a swim? OR just plain relax. Adrian POP tml, congratz ya, u leaving i entering... LOL! I wish i could see her, how long have i not seen her face to face talk? The last time i could remenbered was sending her to a dental appointment as she was late, 1 year back? Melvin is facing this problem, and I advice him to put down, but i just cant.. Talk is easy, but when it's come to action, I SUX! Maybe i will forget her after enlisted, most people say man "mature" after army.. We'll see, as I am just plain crap whom have said for times to forget but i just failed.

Tml... I definitely have to meet melvin, back giving me some problem, kinda like aching? So I flew his areoplane just now. Sorry bro. And also, I gonna wash my bike, keep it clean for the 2 weeks. What a time to be enlisted, I will be missing mum's bday, sis, dad and my fucking 21st bday... What can be worse than celebrating 21st in Tekong? Haha... That's all for now, just in case tml night i too tired to blog... Gonna miss blogging, maybe I will start to write dairy? Haha...

Counting down 2days

2007-09-11T02:27:00.000+08:00

Last 2 Days... =D Slept whole day, wow... that's was nice =D Haben start packing my stufffs... Played FM, now chatting with melvin on phone and his starting a blog... =X haha =D Noobs, now den start blogging LOL!!!

Well, heard lots of story on tekong, "ghost", most xiong/slack company... bla bla.. gonna experience it own on own soon... =)

Counting down to less than 50hours =D

Final 3 days!!

2007-09-09T05:14:00.000+08:00

Ermz... Last weekend? I spent it on mahjong!! played with jowy, ch and his bro... 4 rounds, now still playing but sis wanted to... =D let her play bah... cause i am also quite tired le...

Last 3 days... Should i cut botak first? Eh.. should i sent the sms i typed? alot of qns, but no answer... that's how pathetic i am.. damm.. haiz... "Everything have to come to an end", yeah, that's right.. Jowy is true!!

Meaningless... Boring...

2007-09-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

Eh... somehow and somewhat, I don't really feels right. I am unsure what and why i am feeling like this... I just felt that it's like no meaning or purpose to carry on..

What is gonna be my future like? In 5 years down the road, what will i really achieve? Been pondering about this... Haiz... Actually army is just like holiday, it's not like last time where u really confine inside... now army is so privilege, u won't get confine for too long, 2 weeks later u can go home, for those who really miss home la... so those who are asking whether 7 days left, am i scared anot? Let me just say, how i wish it's tml.. cause 2 years of ur times, u definitely have to "sacrifice" for guyz...

6 days left? C'mon, why is the time running so slow... damm it.

Counting down 7 days...

2007-09-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

Just so sianz.. i dunno sia.. haiz... should i use the word "tired" to describe about myself? What am i tired of? What am i really thinking at this point of time? damm... this feeling just sucks... Counting down... 7 more days? I am aching all over my body... I seriously just dunno about myself...

There's this thought on my head, to ask her out for a movie, before I get enlisted, but i just dun have the courage to... Haiz... just when i wanted to ask her, she seems rather pissed off.. Haiz... don't dare to...

Well, should be getting ready to buy some army acessories... I am really very "tired"... dragging on... let's hope tml will be a better day...

"When will the sun shine?"

11 Days... I am on bad luck streak!! Damm it!!

2007-09-02T07:49:00.000+08:00

Can u believe, or was it pure coincident... AirD is just damm fucking unlucky for Lunar 7 month.. Just before the day it started, JACKPOT for all.. The next day, I got myself a big big claypot... What else? I started all my claypot, really bad claypot... till yesterday, i really believe that I am damm damm fucking unlucky...

Well, dad's ops was successful... =) He's recovering, hope he won't overworked himself so soon... haiz... his stall need some restructuring... business are bad...

Advance celebrating mum and sis bday today as aunt will be leaving for china next week... =( Steamboat... not my favourite. =(

Well, I got a feeling I am been avoided, haiz... msn not online or was i block? sms no reply... Haiz...

Pretty No. 16

2007-08-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

Pretty 16. Yeah that's the day my hair is left, before they are all gone. =)

Counting down, still working for daddy... his going for ops tml... =( Everything will go smoothly i believe..!! Gd luck dad... Well so sianz... dunno why suddenly morale so low... play game zhui, smoke also zhui... tmd, just light nia go toilet drop into toilet bowl.. wat rotten luck... damm...

kinda sianz, moody? haiz... dunno wat to say... Haiz haiz.. counting down counting down...!!! Arghz...

Slack slack...

2007-08-21T02:03:00.000+08:00

Sianz... Eh... Being slacking today... slept till around 2pm when to mum's stall and eat. Sis overslept and as a result, she went to take an MC. =D

Supposed to go dad's stall to work, but overslept too... he went for his appt today, but rather weird that doc ask him to go tml so early... wondering what his thinking... keeping us about it.. don't think an ops could fix in day right? skally he tml go ops never tell us... =X let's hope i am not that accurate...

Watch half of 岁月风云 left half more... Been thinking whether i should open up a chalet or bbq pit for my bday... zzz but dunno will tio confine for that week anot.. haiz... my 21st bday in army, the thought of it sounds so miserable...!! damm!!

dunno when i should start to go for jogging... =X later go in cannot run... =X haha.. sianz... gotta sleep, tml sending mum to market then working at dad's stall...

A week after not working..

2007-08-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

A week after not working... ermz... still quite use to it... but well quite a couple of things happened...

Firstly, finally i got the time to do something for myself, like watching those drama and movies... But still i am helping out at dad's stall... Haiz...

Was browsing thru my previous archive on that night, haiz... all the things happen, and i am still waiting but coincdentally she called and we spoke... haiz... ok maybe it's my own wishful thinking all along...

then came dad's heroic act... damm it... arghz... i don't know what to say, how old already still so hot-headed, wish he could think about family first... he will be going for appt most likely this week... hope he get better...

grandma in hospital for a week le.. haiz... get well soon grandma... Actually me and sis wanted to go down today but was pouring and we was watching this show and decided not to go... =X oops... will be going down soon to pay her a visit bah...

Birdy's birthday was yesterday... and oh fucking well i drank nick for the first time... =X drank quite a few but still i manage to come home myself.. =D haha well was drinking with joy and to forget some sorrows?

It actually come across my mind that one day if i really can't take it, the mental torlerance, I would just jump. But i think i and more clear now le bah... haiz... alot of things i have been thinking thru... rather stress or pressure... all the burdens... .... but well, this show is qutie nice, which somehow encourage me... do watch it if u have the chance... 岁月风云

Counting down, 24 days... end here.

End of Contract

2007-08-11T02:55:00.000+08:00

Sianz.. Oh well, contract finally ended with IBM. Mixed feelings... definitely will miss those colleagues over there, few to be mention- JH and SD!! Good luck and all the best to your future endeavours.

Well, guess i will have to start working for DAD... arghz.. just can't have my rest... can't enjoy... been such a long long time... sometimes i just prefer to go in straight for army... counting downs... =)

Meet up mel, john, jowy and CH at 85.. been such a long time... =) all the best bros.. do meet up often...

Confidence is what you need, do your best without any regrets. You can do it. If u need the key again, do tell me. =) All the best wor... meet up soon after your exam. =)

If Only...

2007-07-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz... If only...

Just dunno why? Am i so dumb? Really unknown about myself. Was about to go into my dream but well... Just hope you get better and don't think too much. =)

Complicated yet so simple, that's me... I don't know why, 1 years past and I am still stuck, not sure how... just live one day for another... dunno when the "full-stop" will come... Oh well.. Going to army... fuck it la!! HaiZ!!!

我难过

2007-07-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

我难过

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱

也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来

那一年默默无言只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩

你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来
你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了
告诉你失去的不能重来

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全你却说你更不愉快

我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了
告诉你失去的不能重来

我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快

我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了
告诉你失去的不能重来

Counting down...

2007-07-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

Oh god.. I am just fucking stupid!! damm... i mention i signed contract? Well, a new contract given to me state $1400 wah $200 increase not bad right? actually it's an insult la... cause it added a clause "inclusive of Employer CPF."...

WTH!!!! I think some of them complain about no CPF part, then well, they added this in... then i was like.. oh ok.. got increase BUT when we really think doesn't that make my basic $980? Casue CPF 10% employer + 20% of mine contribution...!! oh damm!! ficking shit, moral of story: "look, before u sign"...

Well, ok.. signed the contract and i will have only 2 weeks of break before NS!! damm it.. I hope they can release me but i don't pay $1000 for that... DAMM!! haiz.. sianz.. shagged... today supposingly my off day, but wake up early in morning, go eat breakfast with mum, den company her cut hair, i also cut la.. haha... and paid for her... =D

Den afternoon was the freak part la... go fetch my couz, den aunt, den fetch couz again.. 24/7 chauffers.. HAIZ!!! sianz...!!!! then sis friends came house to play mahjong... me and sis rotate take turn... not bad... won $70!! haha.. ok la.. sian...

haiz... i am not MIA!! i am just freakin busy off with works... haiz.. please understand...

Counting down days to TeKong

2007-07-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Times flies... I just reluctantly and hesistated sign another contract which end somewhere near my enlistment date. O well, all of them thinks i don't need a rest, and should just slave it all out before i enter NS.. damm!!

Ok la, work is still manageable.. let's hope i really could have some rest after that. =) I guess most of my friend have their side of army life to tell, what would mine be? Interesting? or i going to chao geng? haha... we'll see... =)

Gotta go... else i will oversleep again.. ZzZZzz =X Counting down....

Another contract extension...

2007-07-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

Wow.. time flies.. 3 weeks since i last blog... Contract ended BUT BUT they are renewing me.. And only me and another colleague whose doing paper work. And hell me, will be doing multi tasking!! Escalator, Troubleshooter, RAR-er, Team-Leader!? LOL! Well, I guess there will be 2 other colleague back only next week till the management settle about the contract. In the meantime, i gotta solo to cover the leave hours taken by by others in the previous month... Arghz..

it's tough, but well it just a challenge. And 1 month just past, counting down to 73days of civilian-hood. Haha.. Well, I just can't wait and imagine my days inside.. I think this contract will extent till July-end... And i am not sure whether next offer of extension will i accept anot. But for now, I guess i have to just do my part... So tired.. Haiz..

How long have i not meet my friends? damm... To many people, 24hours should be more than enough, but to me.. I don't think so!! Well, spare time i will just either sleep or slack watching dramas, just don't have the mood to go walk.. Haiz.. So sianz..

Irritated by self proclaimed bastard

2007-06-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Damm.. Here's a post for all those self-proclaimed bastard... Don't think you fucking earn this much, you fucking do what was mentioned or even worse, less than what it was expected... You fucking sleep like as if the lobby was ur home and fucking takes your own sweet time... Fucking shit you don't think you fucking think u fucking clever, you fucking ass can yayapapaya..

*fuck off.

CYSS- Complicated? Yet So Simple?

2007-06-03T03:36:00.000+08:00

Arghz... I am so tired.. Just went out with Josh... Damm his going army... haiz...Gd luck my pal...hope u enjoy tonight... The 5 of us went out for some fun,was quite ok la.. I was reluctant to go, cause i am just too tired, and was going to clubbing.. in the end, we just went to a pub for some drink.. but as usual, I didn't... just drank their mixer.. =D haha... Haiz..

I just hope everyone don't think i am SUPERMAN.. Damm, i just dun have enough sleep... Was sleeping on the table while tending dad's stall... eh.. noon time no ppl heng la.. haiz... reach home, aunt called and asked me to send mum to Geylang Serai tml morning.. I was like... ermz.. see how la... I don't even have enough time to sleep, do my work la... Haiz...

My dad's sis was persuading him for an ops before his situation get worse, and in the mean time when i am still not enlisted i could tend his stall.. but his just fucking stubborn... Talked to him no use, so what can i do? Why does i have such heavy burden on my shoulder? What should i do?!!? Wth... Why why why?! Damm fucking clueless!!

Good news and bad news... Some of the fucker in RAR team left... Bad news, alex is going off to for his army... and i took over as the Team Lead... -_-" which means lots of shit for me... WTH!! arghz.. Haiz.. life goes on... It's just so fuck tut..

Limits is there, both physically and mentally, just don't know when i will start to breakdown... ARghz, Life is just so complicated, yet sometimes it can be so bloody simple... WE choose the path of how it's like...!!

Complicated Yet So Simple, That's ME, AirD!!!

I am sorry...

2007-05-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

Life is just about choice. I made a wrong choice again, TV and phone, I choose phone. I wouldn't wish to elaborate more, but well let's just forget all about it. There's just this coincdence, 1 of them have a ringtone of "大哥" which i don't know till another recommend me "Never Let You Go". What a coincdence, one is cantonese version another is english, sang by Janice. Haiz... A emo song, nice i would say... This song will definitely remind me of this 2 person..

Ok enough for my emo at this point of time, i should just move forward... I hope my dream won't change... go army, go uni (local or overseas) it depends. Hais.. I just don't wish to get involve in another r/s till then bah... sick, tired and feeling like a loser. DAMM!! in the mean time, i just have to work and work like a slave bah...

Flor- I am sorry I really hurt you so much. I just dunno how to phrase it out to you. I guess there's better guyz out there than me. I am just a coward, jerk ass. I am really sorry, I know it's craps, i just say sry, and sry really doesn't mean any shit... But yes, sorry.

21 yrs old? Mature Adults? Am I ?

2007-05-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

i am so sianz!! omg... we are all turning adults... Why do i say that?

Attended Waicong, Grace Chee, Keekim, keepoh, Geraldine and Weikang's 21 bday... Grace Quek baby also 1months old le... WOW!!! We are all so old.. but why am i still so indecisive? Been really slogging at work and no time to really sit down and think about it... Haiz..

*pondering*

STTC- SUX to the CORE!!!

2007-05-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

What have I to say? I am really damm tired... Can't seems to enjoy any momment out there after graduating... Been working like a mad cow... Some aunties and uncles at kopitiam can say wah, u work so much to earn for what? Even my friend who saw me ask me and I short of cash.. Well, I don't think i need so much, and i didn't know my job was that demanding when i sign the contract.

Since the start of project, everyday is OT, and on weekends i still have to work. So what is that? Do i really have a choice? Things are not going my way, army letter received and it's not NDU, but tekong... NTU rejected my application, chances of NUS just seem so slim.. WTH?! Been thinking optimistically, well they dont want me, i can just go overseas.. but how? i still got fucking 2 years to serve. Plan for future just seems to be so screwed up. So do i actually have time to think for relationship?

I am seriously unsure whether I should... I felt guilty for dragging, but I am just unsure of it. I don't even have time for my family and friend out there... I promised then supper session before I graduated till now... I want go swimming weekly, I wan go there and there... WTH!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?! But do i really have those extra times? Why do I always have to make a decision? GF or NO GF? Enjoy or work? Life just sux when you have to made a choice, and you won't know what opportunity cost you would be missing when you made the wrong choice. In short, life is never easy, it simply SUX to the core!!!

Life is fucked up!!

2007-04-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

Haiz so sianz... AirD is freaking tired out already... enough, over stress... can he have a small break??? Studying is definitely way better than working... HAIZ!!!! OMG -_-"

Well, basically, i feel fucked!! Why others are enjoying while he have to work all the way straight after graduate?? ZZZZZ!!! And, well, things doesn't go right in our life. Applied for SPF 5 fucking times, but didn't get any reply. damm la... wTH while those who didn't apply just can get in.. haiz and i am plain waiting for my fucking enlistment date... most of them got in le...

Haiz... Josh going on 7th June... haiz, let's hope he won't be like my 14years of friends, since pri 1, after he went in to army jitao dunno me liao.. haiz... Josh, please ya... you are the one who will undersand me well, and know all the in and out about me... Haiz =)

(Thatz-IBM-DBS) (Dad's Stall) Work and WORK and it's STILL WORK!!!

2007-04-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

Oopz.. I didn't noe the hits went up to 300.. I thought it was like 90+... =X

Ok, Ermz, where have i been? What have i been doing? Eddy is just like ROBOT!!
Been working at Shenton Way, for THATZ, which is outsource for IBM whom is supporting DBS projects. Yah, working that is like? Eh.. stressed? We got targets daily facing those user that make us mentality breakdown. Technically, it's fine for all of us.. Well, guess we just have to take it. Though it's Mon-Friday, we got lots of OT and on weekends, I got to help out at dad's stall.. I am just plain fucking busy.. DAMM... Don't even have time to company dear out, and meet her only once. Sorry.

Went ele's bday party, eh... meet up with all and only miss out FLORINE!! =( must meet up soon wor.. =) Ermz, talk about today, some incident that irritates me.. At first was plain du lan with that cab driver, but to think back, I think i was in the wrong. And i actually wrote a letter to both Straits Times and TNP, not sure will they post it on their forum. =( Well, I think it's not appropriate, you guyz judge. =)

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----- Original Message -----
From: Eddy Chen
To: stforum@sph.com.sg ; tnp@sph.com.sg
Sent: Monday, April 16, 2007 9:37 PM
Subject: Fw: [Handicap Welfare Association and Cheshire Home] A Fund-Raising Act risking their physically handicapped elderly???
Dear Sir/ Madam,

I would like to share the below story with your readers.

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On 16th April 2007, at around 8.30pm, I came across this handicapped elderly at Outram NEL Station and initially I thought there was 2 lady accompanying him. They had difficulties to get him onto the train. Coincidentally, they alighted at the same station as me. I approached and helped them. Then i realize that they are totally not related to the handicapped elderly. They passed the responsibility to us, and told us to send him to take a cab. Yes, and me and my friend agreed else the handicapped elderly would be abandoned.

I would like to show my appreciation and thanks to this kind and considerate cab drvier, license plate no. SHB4324J (forgot to took down what company he was from) who volunteered his help for this when he saw us along the road waving for a cab when most of the cab rejected to stop even though there were no passengers and the BUSY sign was not displayed.

BUT I would like to express my doubts and queries to Handicap Welfare Association and Cheshire Home whether this is the way to raise fund? By abandoning an old elderly, physically handicapped person to raise fund which is like 10NEL STATIONS away from the place, moreover Cheshire home is secluded at one end of Serangoon Garden Way? Is this the right mode of the raising fund? Where are your volunteers? What if the elderly handicapped man got hurt in the process? Who will be held liable for all this?

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Any further clarification, I may be contacted at this e-mail. Alternatively, you may contact me at 9*******. Thanks

Best Regards,
Eddy Chen

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Well that's about all, I am just too busy.. Oh yah, Josh jio me out for our regular jogging session. Damm, dunno i still can do anot, haha + i think 5 sets of 20 pumping also cannot liao sia...Will catch up with u soon.. =) Cheerz Nitez...

Working working...

2007-04-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

So sianz... Ya, started working already... pretty bored for the first day... sleeping and eating.. imagine 3hours of lunch... WTH...

Ok, 2nd day is like eh... i thought it was the same, then mei mei got a SYF competition then i got the ticket to watch but but tmd... suddenly they say got training.. haha so bobian la... congratz to mei for winning silver... =)

Tml will be attached to a staff there to get use to the environment... =( sianz, wanted to go chai chee but cannot.. just hate the feeling of not riding a bike. just started my bike to warm up... 3days no touch liao sianz...

yah, just now was downstairs eating french fries with chin hong.. WTH, i saw the old me.. HAHA
A grp of teenagers(confirm below 18) walk walk and say "there, that person who stare at me." Another reply, go la.. go whack.. i was like.. eh... haha... look look see see... but when i sense real trouble, decided to call the authorities. BUT BUT, yah they say ok, 10 mins later, did not appear, and the fight became and they fight till the shop and save there... eh, decided to go off, and still the relevant authorities not here yet.. wth? where's the efficiency?? It's really safe in our neighbourhood? I guess it's plain bullshit.. just dun understand why... well, not my prob... haha... i guess the ugly side of us is not seen by others yet... they only see the bright side of us

-_-"

2007-04-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

So long no post le.. Alot to say, but let me summarise those really damm impt de...

For the first time in my 21years of life, i went to ah-gong grave(Qing Ming)... zzZ not i dun wan to go or wat la.. but it's nobody call me la... yah, meet uncle they all supposingly at 5am, and i reach at 4.45am but they reach only at 5.15am... -_-" eh... damm la, ermz... they are quite annoyed by dad's impatient... =X what can i say?

Yeah, yah... eh.. i stop working at dad there as of saturday... i got a new job, that starts tml.. ZZZ and i am still awake at this time... tml work at 8.30am... i gonna leave house early, not going to take bike because the parking there damm fuckin exp la.. dunno hw much... will talk about job details later.. lol cause i also dunno much..

And ya, today went kbox with my mum and 2 aunts + sis, and 3 couz AND AND DEAR.. yah we sing sing for K-lunch, then we went aunt house eat kfc.. after that play 21.. haha i banker almost throughout and won about 30+ bah... lol then we have dinner at toa payoh lor 8 de market... eat alot alot la... damm full... then came home, send dear back. yah, that's about all la... the others i can't remenber much... haha... damm sianz... dunno what the new job would be like... damm sianz la... -_-" army letter when coming? haiz... melvin will be taking back pink ic liao sia...DAMM!!

NO LIFE AGAIN!

2007-03-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

Damm freaking sianz.. NO LIFE!! Yeah.. been working at my dad's stall since sch ended.. damm la.. so envious of my sch mates who are relaxing themselves now.. =(

Well, most prob i work till end of mths nia bah... abo damm no life la.. 2 weeks off 1 time.. how? no time to meet friend, no time to meet dear.. =(

Yeah, ermz.. ok, result released on 15th March,

Z for ECONS!!
A for ADNK and MP...
A fug C+ for CMSK... =(

Damm.. ok la.. CGPA increased from 3.26 to 3.35.. =)

Damm sianz.. k la.. dunno wat else to blog le.. shall go and rest.. tml still working... BOO!!!

Officially graduated? no more MP, no more EXAM, no morE PROJECT!!

2007-03-07T03:01:00.000+08:00

Ermz, went to school for Major Project.

Mr. Ting was full of praise.. almost fly up the sky... did the last touch-up, everything handed over to Mr. Lim =) Ermz, i think no one is elgible for supp paper i guess.. I guess la... he never really tell us cause he say haben meeting yet..

Went to meet dear for lunch.. her boss is terlok la... inhuman.. =X eh.. i noe some law de wor.. haha.. go sue the boss.. mass resign!! hahaha...

Ok la, den at night, yah.. got crave for KFC so decided to order for dinner. =) After dinner, was lying on bed, den dear off work le.. Went to meet her cause she need rush for her report. Help her do her report finish den send her back home.. Tired, but it's alright =)

Gonna start hell-life soon.. everyday working at dad's place.. SobzZ alterante sunday off nia.. wah dunno when i can't stand it la.. haha.. but ok la.. it's DAD's stall.. must help help la..

Waiting for army letter.. =D

I got my valentine =D

2007-03-06T03:21:00.000+08:00

Eddy is missing so long... What happened?? Arghz.. After exam i still missin?? k la... eh... Straight after exam, i had a bad toothache.. well dentist say it was infection cause i act smart too much.. Last time always use my teeth to open beer bottle. =X Anyway, ya... too those antibiotics and recovered liao..

Ok, straight after exam, for the next 2 days i was rushing major project. doing some touch up la.. den after that... WORK WORK and work... daddy need me to supervise his rice stall.. -_-" cause dunno is worker error or wat, the cash was actually short of $600-

Well, work for the few days was alright, came to sunday because i went mahjong with mel, ch and jowy... Damm tmd dunno why short of $100- .. =X dunno hw haiz... went out to meet huanghui on sunday.. <--- FIREFIGHTER sia =D Happy for him =)

Sunday was a special day =) Chinese Valentine Day(Yuan xiao jie) sia.. haha Yah.. was saying no valentine but then... then then... ermz.. heex got liao.. =D haha ermz.. ya... today took bus to go bugis with her... CAUSE i dunno where to park bike and also it was about to rain.. damm la.. so long never took bus forget to tap ez-link.. Met her friends, denise and rosie and bf... Went there walk walk see see, then after that went for dinner. Then came home and rest for awhile before i send my girl home =D Tml going sch for major proj.. i hope it will be the end la.. and result will be out on the 15th MARCH!! sianz waiting for my ns letter... ZzzZzZz hope will be soon, chop chop fast fast den i will noe my next step to take.. =D

A Raining Day

2007-02-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

Ermz... past few days was in pain.. Ermz ya.. Finally it's all over...!! Exam finally finished.. dunno hw i fare.. Sianz.. dunno is on 9th or 16th then result will be out... Yah, everybody enjoying they holiday le.. I am back in sch to do for MP!! I think will be finishing soon also.. =D YippEE!! So sianz... Mahjong session with mel soon?? sianz sianz... =X Bear with it!! few more days!!!!

Gal is sick, beta take care of urself la.. dun go work won't die de hor.. =D

Last 14hours.. =D

2007-02-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

Counting down... 14hours left to ADNK Exam!!!

Today was a bad day la...
* eat panadol, no use!
* eat chinese medicine, no use!
* wan see doc, the doc was 24/7 de la... it put a BIG BIG "WE ARE CLOSE".

Damm suay la... Was like sleeping and sleeping because of the panadol la.. couldn't buy cold relieft that time that is non-drowsiness... GG sia...!! damm damm damm

Really dunno is headache? ear drum pain? or wisdom tooth ache? My right side is simply aching la... DAMM DAMM!!!

Last 50 hours of struggle

2007-02-24T11:39:00.000+08:00

I am such a weakling!! Damm la... been bother by the fucking pain and all i can do is just complaint!! Panadol is my only solution... This few days been poping them like fuck?

Arghz.. so nice of mummy, early in the morning go buy kway chup for me to eat.. haiyo, but hor i slept at 6am leh because of that pain... =X hais... Counting down 50hours more to end of misery!!! =X

Gal, take care of urself... don't think so much ok? don't put the whole burden on your own shoulder... share it with me.. I am always there for u de =D

Stupid wisdom tooth

2007-02-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Wah sianz... Eh... munching ADNK notes.. Haha... Eh... today was like dependent on painkiller la.. stupid wisdom tooth.. Mummy cook herbal tea, green bean for me... Even the soup for dinner is for cooling de... Haha.. Thanks!!

DAMM LA!! Dad is just so mean. He called me in the noon to say i start work for him on TUESDAY!! I was still in my lala-land and stupidly say orh orh orh.. WTH!! =X see how first la hor.. Haha... Anyway, i start a blog for ADNK exam. haha rubbish right... eat too full liao... guess no one was there to view... WTH.. will update when i have the time then... =D

ADNK EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!

2007-02-23T14:41:00.000+08:00

OMG left 2 days... =X

Ermz, anyone need tips? Haha... Will post when i am done revising. Gotta start revising now liao... =X So sianz... Keep a lookout on blog, i promise i will start posting some helpful tips. =D

Tag me if i am offline, HAHA.. or give me a call on my hp if it's important. =D

DAMM DAMM FUCKING PAIN!!

2007-02-23T04:48:00.000+08:00

DAMM PAIN DAMM PAIN!!! ARGHZ... This is my 3rd wisdom tooth, and never had i encountered any problem on it until now!! in this fucking period of time... OMFG!!! Wah, the pain was unbearable till i gotta go search for panadol (cold relief- cause no drowsiness).. But damm la... SHOP AND SAVE SO BIG DON'T HAVE.. WTH... i tried to bear... but in the end, cannot take it gotta stop studying...

DAMM DAMM DAMM!!! OUCH!!! =X Freak ass!!

Ps. Sorry for all the vulgars!! just so unbearable...

Coffee Addict =D

2007-02-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

My mind is just nt at EXAM!!! -_-" Running here and there.. desire for some sweets and went down to buy, then bought some stationary to start off for exam.. Haha... every exam sure go buy some, after use pass to my younger sis..

Oh ya... aunt was telling me what for study... I told her, ya monday i will tell u this, FOR WHAT I STUDY!?? haha... and i will throw all those papers away confidently!! =D I think i am a coffee addict already sia... without fail sure must have 2 packets of nescafe brew into 1 cup haha.. cause dun have 824 coffee sia.. sianz... I miss 824 kopi... =D Anyway, aunt is here to cook today... sure help in the cooking before i start revision again... damm la... i just look thru nia sia.. haben start... damm dammm damm... guess my mind and heart is with someone... =X

-_-"

2007-02-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

Wah... damm xin gu... WTH... dunno why... stomach flu is infectious? my turn liao... ytd sis was having a bad day with that... today my turn? gotta start revising ADNK!!! OMG sianz!!!!!! 3 more days before exam... just so sianz... quickly get over it can? damm!!!!

Full of sickness..!!!

2007-02-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

Damm... This few days the fucking pain is always there... Wth!!! first is headache, then now the freaking wisdom tooth ache... WTH!! and because of this, I jitao argue with mum la.. WTH use wat listerine where got use de... all i ask is panadol, and u #!@# so much... arghz... mum like PMS or dunno wat la... after i tio, my younger sis also tio her @!#!$!...

Poor jie, now on bed because of ytd steamboat... HAHA EAT EAT LA!! =X

Damm moody la... damm damm damm!!! ARGHZZ!!!!

Headache... -_-"

2007-02-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

Headache... -_-" Dunno izzit because of the vocation test, or my wisdom tooth... damm pain la... Sibei sianz... yah, just wake up... but i dun feel like waking up... still got abit pain here and there... dunno what's wrong.. shagged.... So sianz...

My CNY WISHES!!!

2007-02-20T17:18:00.000+08:00

3rd Day... -_-" Unlike other new year, where i normally will go out gamble and HUAT.. haha I was sleeping like a pig la.. Supposingly to meet shawn to go to our prss teacher house de but then i slept like a pig... =X Den also, mum and aunt and couz they all went to kbox, i was sleeping till the sun shine my butt la... Haha... All because of sotong, i sleep till so late... =X hahaha... Bleahx...

A new year, and here's my wish:
* Graduate with good results?
* Singapore Police Force!! I hope i can be enlisted there...
* A new beginning of my life!! =D

May the year of PIG bless everyone with good health, huat big times, a good romace in the year... including me la, i'm and most definitely will be bless because I am the descendant of pig..!! hahaha =D

Will start studying soon, still don't have the mood sia...

[=* What past is past, time will never turn back for you and nevertheless stop and wait for u... Look forward to the next phase of life *=]

[*= Believe in your belief, strive for your own future *=]

2nd Day of CNY!!!

2007-02-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

Sianz... Went to my aunt house... Reach there nia, i eat... eat liao then sleep... Power right? Pig year bo bian...!!! haha... den wake up, my sis and couz was back fr grandma house... den i eat again... halfway thru eating steamboat, the adults started to quarrel... I was like... EH!!! ermz... dunno hw to say la... den ask my xiao yi cool down, play blackjack... haha... then it was like cool off abit la... started losing qutie abit... then in the end got win back... play till 12.15am, den come home sleep le bah... tml they going kbox in the morning then afternoon dunno where... haha KBOX!?!? WTH, my singing sux =X hahaha... see how bah

Happy CNY!!

2007-02-19T01:31:00.000+08:00

Wah DAMM SIANZ!!! Woke up and slack slack... so sianz.. dunno go where for tml sianz.. most prob rot at home bah... or maybe going to aunt house to visit grandma... -_-" Sianz sianz!!!

Happy CNY to all my bros out there... Huat ARH!! Wish u all a prosperous year ahead... Love life wonderful.. Will meet up u all real soon!! 7days left... will start revision soon bah... new year mood dunno when will start... SIANZ!!!

Happy CNY!!!

2007-02-18T14:51:00.000+08:00

Damm tired la..!! boo~~!! What a bad year.. Ang Bao collection is getting lesser and lesser ='(
Well, maybe gonna get some sleep, cause ytd sleep quite "early".. Haha...

Happy CNY everyone !! =)

ADNK EXAM on hold!! haha =D

2007-02-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

ALL PROJECTS and PRESENTATIONS GONE!! WOOHAA!!!~~
ECON EXAM CLEARED!!! WOOHAA!!!~~

Left with one final final adnk... BOOHOO!!!~~

Went back secondary school, saw alot of teachers... VERY THANKFUL TO THEM LA!! If not for them, not giving up on me, a used-to be the most notorious person in Pasir ris sec, i wouldn't be here.. Perhaps, i am just another hooligan, maybe even go changi chalet stay few times before... Really thanks Mrs Chua, Mr. Pay, Ms. Ang, Mrs Sum, Ms. Ouh Ling Ling, Mr Ow.. A big big thank you... And yah... and her, not for her i also won't change so much. =)

Ok, enough of that, i went for servicing, check check bike.. change back brake and ah-cong tell me front disc must change and the pump kit... $130... WTH!! Broke, didn't change in the end... Will change soon...

So sianz, submitted my application to uni liao =D

Haiz, i still can't forget her... =( CNY CNY!! Wth is CNY!!! just a few days break for me... dunno why recently having migrane... den left ear abit pain dunno izzit because of the vocation assessment that time... =X DAMM DAMM DAMM!!!

ECONS ECONS ECONS!!! GO GO GO!!!

2007-02-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

ECON EXAM LATER AT 9AM!!! DAMM!!! =( SO SIANZ!!!! ROARRRR!! DAMM DAMM DAMM... So many things to memorise... BOO HOO!!!

Ok la, don't know i am ready anot.. DON'T CARE LA!! BOOHOO!! Will be going back pasir ris sec later with shawn =D Still studying now... so sianz...!! Must revise and revise and drive those stupid theory to my brain.. OOPS.. NONO.. I SHOULD LOVE THOSE CONCEPTS!!! Yippee!! ya i love ECON!! boo shit.. Haha... I am crazy!! mad liao...

After 9.30am, i shall left 1 final final hop... it shall be the final final piece of test paper i am doing in TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC, 10 days later!! hahaha... =D YipEE!!!!

[=* CHIONG AH!!! *=]

2007-02-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

DAMM... I got so many to-do list before army.. =D

I wan to earn $500 for my bike... (maybe more) I want to change to yellow!! =D change tyre, change brake... change change change..!!

I wan to go out with SHAWN, JOSH and PINGNAM!!!

I wan to go meet MELVIN, JOWY, CHIN HONG and JOHNATHAN!!!

I WAN I WAN I WAN!! So MANY WANT!!! HOW HOW HOW? miss out so many things during the last 4mths... Will get back as many as possible la.. =D Last 2 paper!! =D =D CHIONG AH CHIONG AH!!! 12days left...!!! YipeE!!!

all over... !

2007-02-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

finally all projects are over... well, no comments for the presentation la.. Damm, left with 1 day to study for my econs...!! -_-" AND END OF SEMESTER, next whole week is study week den the following will be ADNK!!

Didn't went out to buy any new clothes, my sis bought me a long sleeve shirt liao.. damm sianz.. I was discussing with my course mates, that skally suay suay tml u receive a "Notice of Enlistment" hahaha... u will be damm fucking suay la... go in on march 16... But who knows skally give u a 1 week notice... From what i know, 15 and 16 got intake at tekong la.. Haha.. but whatever la... everything is over... Lonely VALENTINE!!!

[* rUthLesS mE *]

Last but not least...

2007-02-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

Let's hope this will be over damm soon... 3days left to Econ TEST!! and 13days to ADNK!!! DAMM SIANZ LA!!! Tml is valentine day... SO WAT?! haha just another day for me to be lonely in my heart... So sianz... MAJOR PROJECT PRESENTATION!! LAST LAST LAST!!! WOHOO!! Let's hope all will be smooth. Starting to get fucking pissed off already la.. =X

A boring sunday!!

2007-02-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

SO SIANZ!! BEING TRY TO START REVISING MY ECONS!! BUT I AM SLEEPING, SLACKING LIKE SHIT!!

Haha.. just marignated some pork slice.. =D Aunt taught me how to marignate last time de... Eh just so sianz... boohoo!!! wah, i actually got sun burnt for ytd JAE program and i didn't realise... wat the hell.. LOL!! SO damm sianz la... damm dammm sianz... Felt so relief that everything is done sia.. haha no project stress =D

NO LIFE!!!

2007-02-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

YipeE!! I finally completed my cmsk brochure after 15hours of working on it? =X Abandon the fancy idea.. cause later i cut will be damm jialat sia...ermz well all project done!! Left one final MP presentation and 2 EXAMS!!!

Gonna go mad soon la!! damm!! ='(

Haiz haiz... So so so..
4days left to MP Panel Presentation
6days left to Econ Exam
16days left to ADNK Exam

And THAT'S IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously ya, when it's holiday, I MISS SCH!! When sch started, I MISSED HOLIDAY!!! CRAZY, MADNESS!!!

Last 17days... =D

2007-02-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

Wa wah.. just when i thought MP is finished, i will be more relaxed, i didn't know adnk also so jialat.. BUT BUT BUT... somehow i just love networking.. won't be tiring for me.. Wednesday i did till 7pm, and today 9pm... Wahahaha.. Madness... Anyway, I guess our setup as said by Mr. Lim is 95% what he wanted... =D happy.. And oh yah.. I am damm happy for portfolio econs la.. Got an A!! Muahhahaz Damm song... well, my effort do pay off.. so sianz... so sianz...

Econs exam in 7days, and ADNK FINAL EXAM in 17days!! omg omg!! haha... so sianz....!! damm bloody sianz la... Brochure submission next monday, Panel Presentation next thurs or fri... omg...!!!

GRAdUATing LIAO LO!!! SONG BOH!! i go so many things to do...!! some friends just kan me for MIA... SORRY JOWY!! I am just damm fucking busy... but guess it will be all over soon liao..

CHIONG AH CHIONG AH... LAST FINAL RUN!! CHIONGCHIONGCHIONG!!!!!!!

REPORT SUBMITTED!!

2007-02-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

Final REPORT SUBMITTED!!! HIP HIP HORRAY!!! Phew.. finally... BUT BUT BUT... still gotta come back do the lab manual after exam...

Now left with panel presentation for MP... brochures for CMSK, and the 2 exam...!! SIANZ... LAST 20days!!! And i am graduated!! =DD Muahahahhahz... SONG BO!!!!! LOL!!!

Now slacking till 2pm got econs tutorial.. damm tired.. feel like sleeping... YAWNZ!!! SO SIANZ!!!

MP MP and MP!!! CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!!

2007-01-30T05:51:00.000+08:00

Hooray... Well, didn't meet target of completing the whole proposal BUT i managed to do like 80% of the proposal? Ermz.. left with SM part, abstract, conclusion and recommendations to write and the theoritical part is done.

Now left with the appendix, technical documentation bla bla bla... Sianz.. can't get to sleep guess is the coffee.. HAha.. So sianz.. going sch later to chiong again technical part..

Task for the day

Documentation of ALL the configuration file
Documentation for Ethereal

If time permits, i am gonna document the other equipments... DAMM wednesday is burnt out, i gotta go for vocation assessment.. Haben buy my trunks for it.. no time to buy, mummy say will help me buy... DOTZ!! why the hell will a guy use a trunk nowsaday, normally use shorts for swimming de sia.. =X

Well chiong ah chiong ah.. no matter how tired i am, i will push myself to another limit. =D

Suffering from MP Phobia

2007-01-30T03:41:00.000+08:00

Skiving for a moment... =D

Ok, today's OP rehersal was sucky.. Ammo was armed and shooting at us... WHO CARES!! That's only the preview =D haha... It was all planned... Wah hahaa.. LOL!

Ok, I am begin to think i am suffering from MP Phobia... imagine i was in my sweet sweet dream, and suddenly i will jump up and said, "OMG, report haben touch..." and so... i woke up to do my the report... =D Went to take a cold bath, made a hot coffee and went back my rm to get my lappy out to living rm. Coincedentally, she called. I was like surpriseD?

Well, i think i have get over it? Have a nice chat with u for 2 hours... eh.. ermz.. haha... did i concentrate, maybe 40% was with u la.. LOL!!! cause 60% on MP report, well, anything call me to talk bah... We're still friends, and sorry that i had avoided u and resorted to blocking u fr msn..

CHIONG AH... MP LAST WEEKS!!! CHIONG ah!!!!

(* I am CRAZY!! MADNESS =D *)

Counting down, 28 days left...

2007-01-29T01:36:00.000+08:00

Wah did the draft of presentation for OP Rehersal with the help of Daryl and Chyi... Tml OP rehersal... Also, was chionging major project report throughout... damm tmd dunno will finish on time anot... damm sianz... counting down 28 days... very tired... ZZZZZZ

31 days left... CHIONG AH!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

Was very relucatnt to blog cause i have nth much to blog...

20 days passed, since the day i emailed her... well, (if u are reading) I actually block u from msn... I am trying very hard to get over this r/s but but why u call? haiz... my mind is just squeezed with all those deadline, and upcoming exam.. i dun wish to be thinking of u again... haiz... it's not we can't be friend... but really at this point of time when i am all stressed up.. hais... sry...

went to a gathering, my god sis 21st bday bash.. saw some ex sch mates... well, i was those beng type la.. onli 3 beng turn up.. so it's like we no topic la.. all talking about gpa, went go which army or wat.. haha.. sorry la.. no link with u guyz...

talked out with sm liao... sm i apologise if any offense la.. but if u dun tell us, we won't understand ur situation... and when we start to get annoyed and fustrated, which we already felt that way.. it's just too late la.. let's hope this last 12 days we can see ur effort la... 3years of friendship i don't wan it to turn out ugly.

To all poly mates =D Chiong AH!! One last final run... 31days to graduation =D Let's all keep each other motivated, =D all the best...

What's my future? NS? Further studies?
r/s? HOW HoW!!?!?!??!!?

going to turn fucking crazy.... STRESSED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH WTH!!!!! I am just so tired... just need that shoulder to lean on and rest... Hais...

Bear your own consequences!!

2007-01-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

I am so tired... This is the one last final run for this phase of my life.. Going all out... Time to thrash out all the annoying things tat I have been thru..

Like it or not, you have to understand ur role, take up ur responsibility, else you gotta face the own consequences. I am not trying to be demanding, but u just got to understand where's the limit. Once you gone over, IT'S OVER!

DAMM DAMM DAMM!! SCHEDULE PACKED!!

30Jan- ECONS PORTFOLIO (DONE!!)
30Jan- ECONS QnA
16Feb- ECONS EXAM

29Jan- OP Rehersal
5Feb- OP Presentation
14Feb- CMSK Brochure

25Jan- ADNK CASE STUDY Phase 2 Interview
8Feb- ADNK PRACTICAL INTERVIEW
26Feb- ADNK MAIN EXAM

6Feb- Major Project (Final Submission)
12Feb- Panel Presentation

25 Jan- Grace Bday
2-4 Feb Shawn Bday Chalet

SO SO SO MANY!! OMFG!!!!! HOW HOW!! Chinese New Year is EXAM WEEK!! WTH!! SADED!!! SIANZ SIANZ SIANZ!!!

WHERE CAN I VENT OUT MY FUSTRATION!?!?!

Screwed up!!

2007-01-18T03:47:00.000+08:00

Piece of SHIT!! WTH lo!! Damm fucking sianz.. My weather forecast brain is saying there will be volcano eruption soon. PLeASE FUCKING BE PREPARE!!

Ok, did MP WHOLE DAY, reached home at 10.20pm and begin to do ADNK... Well, damm tiring la... =D Thanks levin, ada and sw.. =) help provided was great =)

Down with 1 project... LEFT MP, cmsk OP and brochure, ADNK Prac and ECONS! OMG!! OMG!! STILL GOT SO MANY.. Counting down... tml open house, BUT i am not skipping lesson because of u... mainly because CCA point max for enrichment, don't really bother about it le... haha.. let's hope this year t-shirt is nice.. =DD

QOS is driving me crazy, help PLS!!!!!!! Equipment went screwed up at the very hour.. WHAT THE HELL!!! ARGHZZ...

NDU- Naval Diving Unit!! Vocation Assessment

2007-01-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

It's another weekend... a week nearer to death, MP SUBMISSION!!

OMG... Ermz... Ok, things to update... =DD Career fair, submitted 2 forms, SPF and reluctantly Navy..
AND AND OMG... I received a letter for a vocation assessment!! NDU-Naval Diving Unit!! -_-"" Dunno is good news or bad news... Damm, there will be few test and also interview... dunno i can make it anot..

Ok, got back my term test finally this week.. will be in a later post which i composed and save as draft later...(Refer to this link) =( Tml got open house, + going back to do mp... I have enough la.. U wan do, u do... you dun wan, u better learn how to smoke thru... abo not my problem...

Sch reopened, hw many more weeks left??

2007-01-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Notice i seldom post le mah? Cause SCHOOL REOPENED!! OMFG!! Yah, no life again... Damm sianz... Recaps...

Friday was the most relax school day in this sem? Siuwai left hongkong, SM went off at 12pm, and I decided to go home at 2pm.. But at home continue do research...

Saturday was wai cong's bday... went to Downtown east, was damm pack la.. first time saw chalet so packed though it's undergoing renovation sia... Wah, 3 bottles of martell, 12 bottles of Calsberg, dunno hw many cans of beer, they started to drink at around 10pm, and by 2am, all GONE!! Power...!! =D I didn't touch a drop..

Ok, Sunday rest whole day, sleep and sleep... never sleep till so song...

Got my cmsk proposal back.. wah.. dunno wtf is wrong sia... DAMM!!! Sianz... starting to get really pissed off liao... dunno wat to say la... damm tmd...!!

Left few more weeks la, dunno when volcano erupting... BewaRE!!!

TV KaBoOm-Ed... ZzzZzZz

2007-01-02T19:24:00.000+08:00

Oh GREAT!!!!!!!!! I woke up at 4pm, went to eat nasi-lemak and drink bak-ku-teh and came back to my room.... AND tried to switch on the TV, BUT KaboOMEd!! a smell came out, and the whole TV is like.. ZZzZZ no more TV prog for me!! OMG!!! Luckily i watch 天外飞仙 finish liao.. Abo i will be kp-ing like fuck!!

-_-" zZzZz nothing to do now... Sianz... What can i dO?!? Damm bloody sianz... ROar!!

Eat... zZz... Eat again, and again...=X

2007-01-02T05:18:00.000+08:00

A nice sweet sleep till 6pm, woke up and found only me and my elder sis still on bed. No one else at home, can't find mum. Was damm hungry la.. waited till sis woke up then we went to have "breakfast" together.. Haha... Den mum called...! tmd haha... called me go Tenah Merah Ferry Terminal to pick her... damm far sia.. zzZZzz!! Went to Tamp 824 bought dinner for sis... haha and also Spring Chicken... Came back, started playing CS...

Den helped her to do ppt slides, hungry again now... called sis and she's buying prata for me.

Oops, OMG!! I only eat and sleep. Haha... who cares?! =D

Happy 2007!!

2007-01-01T05:22:00.000+08:00

Happy 2007!!

Well, after much discussion, still can't get to anywhere... The network started lagging at 10pm lo... Actually wanted to go Changi Village, but then, all say go there see gay and celebrate with them ya... In the end, LL! Ok, I went to pick shawn at toa payoh, den we went to esplanade for countdown, meeting Hao, Bird, Kang and his gf.. NO FUN LA!! NO 10,9,8 ... 1... Sianz... Then was like watch watch see see, it's about 8mins like this...

Ok, den everybody dispersed... Wah piang, crowded like shit la.. haha... And agreed to go boat quay look for cong and gang... Reach there they eat first, den went to Barcode, pack like fuck... Den cong they all decided to leave for MU... and we was like... eh... ermz... went to look for shawn's colleague in the end...

Well, we ended in cupid, and it's like... OMG! Those it's not empty, you will know when u enter. It reminded m e of my past sia.. Haha... The waitress there, i believe all of them are below 18, and the crowd there is no older than 20? Lol, the 4 of us there since to have generation gap with them. Bird initially was playing with hao, den he dee siao the waitress play with him 5-10. And i was like play a game of pool nia and sit there green tea all the way...

Why did i say it reminded me of past? As usual la, boat quay always fight de... A group of *** and *** began kping.. den it's like we was included to 1 of the grp, and we decided to back off abit. BUT WTH, their target was a 14yrs old kid? but then ya, this kid really cmi la... saw him on the street earlier on, and at 1 sight, cfm + guarantee underage... 360degree walking, with a pack of cig on him hand.. BENGSTER!! Ok, the other grp was taking bottles preparing to throw, den the kid was like abit afraid, then walk walk toward us, say help me block... went into the toilet.. Guess what, he call for more ppl... Ermz, there was off-duty police around la... but well, not sure why they aren't talking things out... Hais... Is this hw police shld behave?

Well, after few negotiation, they went off to a backalley negotiate.. I sent bird hm, he was like quite drunk la.. haha... lose to xiao mei mei in 5-10... =X Anyway, when i go collect bike, another fight was starting, den i siam off... i saw police, inform them and point the direction, BUT the police was like... see me once and turn off.. WTH... Hais...

Point of view for police change sia... -_-" Well well well, hope i get into the force, and understand why... Ok, this is a new year, wat's my 3 wish? HAHA!!

1) Graduate with flying colours?!
* ADNK Prac, Phase 2 and End-Sem Test
* Econs Proj and End-Sem Test
* CMSK OP and Brochure
* MAJOR PROJECT!!!

This is what is left for me to do.. ='(

2) Get into NSPF!! I dun wan to waste time coming out from BMT den go police training again if ever i can get.. ='( For sure, if i am not in NSPF, I will sign after my NS, but well depend whether i can get in anot la..

3) You, to be part of my everyday life. Hais...

That's all, must go sleep liao... again, HAPPY 2007!!

非你莫属

2006-12-31T05:21:00.000+08:00

Haiz, i was waiting for ur call... =( You didn't... Guess i have to take the initiative? But well, did i made the right choice?

Was happily chatting about ur holiday till dunno how, we talked on the topic or r/s. And well, when i wanted to pop the qns, "I'm still waiting, are you willing to give me the chance?", but you pop the devasting msg across me, "Don't wait, proceed with your life...".

Well, I was stunned for a few seconds, and i was like dunno what to say... totally saded, till i don't feel like going anywhere later... I don't have the courage to say anything again on the convo... Seriously, i don't understand why...

Arghz... Loss in word, loss in trust, loss in faith... What a failure i am..

"Have i wonder why i can't just forget???" What the...?!? *stunned* why? I seriously dunno la... Why? For fuck, i can't? Why?! Can someone please tell me why?!? I blocked her on msn since day 1 when she left, telling myself NO!! I tried, not that i didn't... BUT why, why i can't!?!?!?!?!

Arghz... Am i just plain stupid?? I just dun have the answer, perhaps time will take away my memories la... But well, deep in my heart, I knew the feeling for you never goes...

My last wish for 2006 is that you will be with me back again, but if this wish can't come through, my first wish for 2007 is that "God, can you be merciful enough to take this memories and feeling off me?" It's really heart-breaking whenever i am told all this nosense- "forget me", "don't bother waiting for me", and all those... ARGHZ.. MADNESS!!!

Can i have a sip of "梦婆汤"?? Hais, 忘记你我做不到！

Sianz... counting down to end of 2006

2006-12-31T01:52:00.000+08:00

So sianz!! Arghz, at home slack whole day... Went dinner with mum at toa payoh, but the stall we wanted to try was closed. Went to Bukit timah market and food centre, as my neighbour suggested that the Satay Bee hoon damm nice la.. Queue twice for like 30mins for 2 plates of satay bee hoon -_-" so-so nia leh... 2am, and i haben sleep, waiting for the call i missed 2 days ago... but well, not today... =( Hais.. sianz.. dunno where to go for countdown.. Shawn on night duty, PN want go Expo for manbo night.. sianz... whereas i feel like going to Marina Bay to watch firework display... BUT alone?? haha.. dunno yet la, maybe with CH?