Thursday, November 30, 2006

I need to ZzZzz more...

30th Nov, Ermz.. Xiao Min b-day... just greeted her =X Knew her since primary 4? But lost contact very long.. Still remenber her bday cause i think eh... FiRsT LoVe? Haha.. no special implication, but not forgeting the fact I have good memory.. =X

Anyway, now focusing on major project... damm tmd!! finally start implementation process... arghz.. next week presentation and 2 other submission... SIANZ!!

K la.. tml going to sing K with my GANG! haha.. Gang sia.. =X lol.. sleep early for me... In need of good resT!!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

I really PMS-ed

Eh, can see i really PMS right? blog 3 times a day... WTH!?!?

Hais, Can anyone lend me a shoulder to lean on? I am really very tired..
Hais, Is there any listening ear that i can be spare of??

Last time there's always a listening ear there for me, now that it is gone.. Who can i complain to? DAMM DAMM DAMM!! Arghz... Sianz!!! Someone please help me!!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

BLOG and blog... BLA bla bla...!!

Saw the news on Ch8 at 10.30pm...

1) SM Goh said to the press that maybe the increase of GST for next year will take place step by step, and not increase to 7% at a go... Well, what's the diff? I seriously can't think of any reason that by increasing the GST, it will balance off the society and also better helps the more needy with the revenue generated. How will this really helps the more needy? It will only add on burden to their expenses from my point of view. I think that there's definitely a better way to help the more needy rather than increasing GST. I must agree that the GST imposed is relaitvely low compared to countries like UK, US and etc. la.. BUT BUT BUT.. Well at the end of the day, its not my call.

2) A spokesman(I dunno who la) said that due to cheap supply from China, it have cause rapid increase in drug abuser, where they share the usage of those syringe which in terms cause a huge increase in AIDS. 5 out of 8 patients who is diagnosed with AIDS are drug abuser. The funny point is, THEY ARE ACTUALLY PRODUCING SYRINGE for those drug abuser!! WTH, to decrease the amount of AIDS carrier, they produce syringe for the drug abuser?? OMFG THIS IS THE MOST HILARIOS NEWS I EVER HEARD!!!

* Dunno i got heard wrongly anot la.. But well is that is true, FUCK IT!

Still dun have the right mood to do my PROJECT, DAMM!!!!! looking for a someone to talk to.. looking for someone's shoulder to lean.. Who can i? =(

PMS

Haiz... This few days i am just so moodless... dunno wat to do.. projects and projects... that's damm fucking sianz lo... i really feel like resting, is there someone for me to lean on? damm moodless... whenever i am home, i will just lie on bed and don't feel like getting up... =( maybe this is the period of my month... DUN DISTRUB ME OR ELSE... !!!!

Monday, November 27, 2006

Try this quiz??

So sianz... Did a quiz at Avaya Lab just now. WOW, so many coincidental incidents happened just after i finished doing this quiz... LOL! Pre-destined? Haha...

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.

TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.


THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER
SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL

NO CHEATING!!!!

THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY
OUTCOME.

DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.

IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY


1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE
THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU
ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very
important for good results.

4th SCROLL DOWN

ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.







1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1
through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

----------------------------------------------------
2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2,

WRITE DOWN ANY
2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.

1- 9
2- 21


----------------------------------------------------
3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7,

WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO
MEMBERS
OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.

3- "02523291"
7- "02912191"


----------------------------------------------------
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME

(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6.

4- Connie
5- Penny
6- Josh


----------------------------------------------------
DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10 & 11

8- Zhi Dui Ni Shuo
9- Bie Ai Wo
10- Qian Li Zi Wai
11- Dui Huo


----------------------------------------------------
6. Finally,

MAKE A WISH

----------------------------------------------------





































ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME


1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOU is
found in (2)

2. THE PERSON IN (3) IS THE ONE YOU LOVE

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship
CANNOT WORK is in (7)

4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put
in (4)

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN (5) IS
THE ONE WHO
KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN (6) IS YOUR

LUCKY STAR

7. THE SONG IN (8) IS THE SONG THAT
MATCHES WITH THE
PERSON IN (3)

8. THE TITLE IN (9) IS THE SONG FOR THE
PERSON IN (7)

9. (10) IS THE SONG THAT
TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND

10. AND (11) IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU
FEEL ABOUT LIFE

11. (1) IS YOUR
LUCKY NUMBER

repost this
WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.

IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.

* REPOST WITH
Chinese Horoscope(Freakishly correct)

BUSY BUSY and BUSY!!!

OH GREAT!! It's 3.17am in the morning. And after a whole day, I finally finished my Analysis and Design report for submission tml at 9am. DAMM IT!

15 pages of main report, 5 Minutes of Meeting edited that SM do, and my appendix! KNN, expect the next 2 weeks to be busy like help too!! DAMM!! With all the deadlines, i am just in need of MORE TIME PLEASE!!

Gave up on drafting proposal on CMSK, agreed with Daryl that we will GG together. LOL!!

Yeah, WEEK 7 is a FUCKING WEEK!
* CMSK PROPOSAL
* ADNK PHASE 1
* INTERIM PRESENTATION

What the hell!! And for this week, i gotta prepare for all this. OMFG!!! HOW HOW HOW!?!?!?

Ytd tio a fucking summon which i was only 1 min late! DAMM $8 to the govt again.

gotta catch some sleep. Left less than 4hours... BOO!!!

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Young Singaporean do have the competitve edge for global arena

Went to the event held at library enthusiaticaly, but wth, i can say more than half of the audience present are biz student. But well, I must correct my senior on their generation gap?? Eh.. From wat i know la, secondary education also give student the opportunity with global, they have those exchange programme(like what my younger sis have early this month), field trips and etc. la..
I must say Young singaporeans do have the competive edge in the global arena, but the questions is are we taking the initiative and also the opportunity given to us? Or are we just feeling alright in our comfort zone. Another biz mates raised that OSIP is only given to those high flyers la, BUT sorry, u are wrong. I am not a high flyers, but i was still given the opportunity to OSIP.
Guest speaker, MP Mr Michael Palmer said that we does not voice out our opinions well, but i guess the problem all ties back to "No" freedom of speech in Singapore. I guess most of us is just fearful to speak out, we are just scared of those legal issue la.. if ppl wan to say anything must reconsider dunno hw many times before they will say lo.. and by the time they want to say, we are already another step in front liao...

Well, that's my opinion la, Yeah i am late, the session was over.. Haha, was shy and not able to voice out this during that session..

Went to settle PC issue for the major project lab, then have lunch. Eleanor was sick so is siu wai.. and now it's ME!! Eleanor said she never tried "Qing tang" before, then i was having a cold "Qing tang" la.. offered to let her have a taste of it.. AND OH MY.. I didn't know how contagious her illness was.. she took a sip from my bowl nia and I now jitao damm feeling uneasy sia.. HAHA!! Can blame blame liao... Running nose, damm uncomfortable ARGHZ!!

Hope all of us get well soon, tml going to John's house warming..!! Haha.. gathering, time to relax BUT all the project deadline is on my mind.. HOW TO?!

Was delighted that she told me to "get well soon!" when she saw my nick but guess what? I am always "LATE" and i think i don't have plum-blossom luck this year, DAMM must go pray pray at end of year liao!!


Words for the day:
Mr Martin said, "Just Do it".
Yeah, that's true.. Just do whatever u think is right, step out make ur opinion/comment known. Young Singaporeans need to step out of their comfort zone, we have the skills and creativity! Don't be tied down. We will never know what impact we might have unless we try and live to our fullest. Don't live to regret when it's too late.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Good Morning...

Ytd slept quite early, at 8.45pm?? whole body was aching.. eh... yah ytd presented osip experience to the whole of ICP, guest speaker wasn't around and i think that's why the atmosphere was lighter.. well i can say the presentation by me and johnson was the most hilarious.. LOL!! Because of our content.. =X Well, sad for those who dunno the content... HAHA... anyway in Avaya Lab now, i was too early... Reading straits time became my habit... =D class at 9am...


Was i too late?? Sobz!!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

SLIMMING PROGRAMME Needed!!

Sianz... Yes, damm sianz... went for a run, tmd both leg started to cramp -_-" Gotta stop running... BUT i still continue the 100 push-up we normally did..!! =D

My oh my.. Friends, Pls stop me from eating so much...

That time went cmpb i was like already put on weight liao.. 67.2kg TODAY i was like... 70.4!! OMG!! Wat the hell... In thailand keep on losing weight then nw come back 1 month 1 kg!! FUCK IT!!

OK I DECIDED, I WILL SKIP BREAKFAST AND LUNCH FROM TODAY, AND NO SUPPER FOR ME!! + NO SWEET DRINKS, will only drink plain water!!

But that's all talk only la, IT canteen now always flooded, and we always go there for scanning.. Haha.. Must stop eating also abit hard...! Sianz..


Must cut down for next napfa liao...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Busy busy busy, just hope this will ease my mind...

Watch finish 24 episode within 2 days... SASSY GAL- Chun xiang
A nice show, very emotional, talking about a guy with perservance and finally they was together. Fairy tale ending, BUT sad ya, it's fairy-tale which never happens in real-life. I brace up my courage, did the same thing, oh well... guess i just have to forget all about this relationship... Let's hope we can just be friends bah..

Ok, talkin about school stuff.. STUNNED... Ytd recieved email from Ms. Serena, regarding this friday...
Campus on 938Live-"Young Singaporeans do not have that competitive edge to compete in the global arena" 24 Nov 2006, Fri @ 9.10am

Cool right, wonderful opportunity... First time in my life sia...

Den today again received a call from levin, tmd!! Tml gotta do presentation for our OSIP experience for the seminar... DAMM!! damm last mins..

Next week, gotta submit analysis and design report + interim presentation... KAN BO ENG SIA...

Napfa test failed.
* Sit-up 50
* Standing Board Jump 243
* Sit and Reach 31
* Pull Up 5
* Shuttle Run 10.3

AND FUCKING 2.4km RUN 13.59... DAMM IT, while running i vommitted the Thai-Fried Rice i ate earlier on 4times!! DAMM!!!

Well, gotta train up again... DAMM DAMM DAMM!! FUCK IT!!!


Just hope this tonnes of workload will be able to ease my mind..!! STUDY STUDY STUDY!! CHIONG AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Boring Weekend

So sianz... Ok, "We are back" won the Director's Cup. 3cheers for them...

Saturday i went servicing for my bike... After that inspection... cannot renew road tax cause insurance never cover -_-" Sianz... reach hm watch DVD all the way.. LOL!! Can imagine? 13hours non-stop DVD!! Muhahaha... So sianz...

Sianz... Sianz... Wat should i do today? Revise on continue my DVD?? HAHA... Next week house-warming for JOHN!! haha... Another gathering session to catch-up with them...

Friday, November 17, 2006

FUCK IT!!

Good news and bad news..

We won 39-15 and went into semi-final.
We lost at semi-final to a team which couldn't afford to lose and resort to fucking underhand tactics...

What was worse, the referee who fucking blinded, dunno by wat... is FUCK TUT!!
Who made me lose my cool? Ok, maybe because of my attitude.. I APOLOGISE FOR IT.

BUT well, i was fouled a couple of times and referee was right infront, nth happened... WTF!?

Den... ... on one occassion, he(the fucking yellow shirt 4 eye frog!!) was saying "box out onli.." and referee fucking stand there do nth?

Den that fucking blue shirt cb knnlbcb18tai, pushed me, and fucking nothing happened again.. and serveral other fouls, to me, my team mates... and everytime refree was fucking cb doing nth... EH REFREE 2 WORDS FOR U, FUCK OFF!! SCHOOL TEAM?!? FUCK OFF!!

Ok, then justice can only be done with our ownself when we have such fucking referee... den bo bian lo..counting down 10seconds, ppl already take advantage of u liao, my elbow went itchy.. BUT FUCK IT, I MISSED... i was stumbling, while my legs itchy abit again... damm... then the match ended...


And shake hands... gotta apologise to eh.. dunno his name, from my adnk de.. cause bo bian, 1 dead ball and he was the nearest to throw... =X damm sorry about it.. shake hand bla bla bla... and onli those 2 fuckers... WO PUI!! and well, he started taunting bla bla bla.. say "lai... ..." EH BOY GROW UP LA, dun fucking waste my 5 semester over u this immature kid!! come on, if u think u can, come... dun just say "lai and sit there.."!! FUCK OFF OK..


That's all. FUCK IT TIRED!!


Yah, manage to squeeze some time to buy a present for her.. hais... sorry schedule was damm pack.. bikes cock up!! hw the fuck i rode? the brake pad jitao gone liao i still riding.. OMFG danger.. =X change on time heng.. Happy 18th bday girl, hope u enjoy.


PROVOKE AND FEARED ME!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Can i have more time assigned to me?? 24hours is not enough

Just finish bball, eat again mum's fried rice... she seldom cook le, cook must eat finish all.. haha..

Today no school, go school do mp all the way... fucking sianz.. dunno why the fuck cannot work... config correct liao sia... hais... den went pick mum fr work before go for the bball match.. ok, as forecast, it would be an easy match, and we will all fooling around.. =X final score, i think 34-9 =X we won, but i think it was nothing great la... so sianz.. tml another match, shld also be easy want.. eh... damm la... my toe's nail dropping again.. last time round drop on both feet, now right leg dropping dunno hw sia...

'Keng' for upcoming napfa to be exempted? But then hor, army gotta enter 4more weeks sia.. sianz.. dunno hw... also i wan to sign on, so must at least pass with a silver for IPPT(napfa) sia.. sianz.. dunno la!! damm!!!

So busy, dunno hw sia... bike like got problem le... heard sound from front tyre.. den i think brake pad like no more.. danger... sians sia... hw hw? i haben even buy present for her... damm!! NO TIME!! HOW?!?!!?

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Sianz + Tired

Sianz... my toe nail dropping again? damm last director cup also like that... plus got a big blister below my foot.. OMG! PAIN!! damm...

Hais... sch work sianz + relationship also quite sianz!!!

How? how? how??? *tired, i am really tired, any shoulder for me to lean?*

Monday, November 13, 2006

Director's Cup

Eh.. 1 week + no blog le? Eh.. Ok, was busy with project bah... 2 submission handed in today.. shld be 3? cause i never hand in OSIP journal also.. Anyway rush finish journal le.. next submission 2 weeks time.. sianz... Sunday went Henderson there with sw and chyi and ty to "train" bball.. exhausted..

Ok, talking about bball, yah took part in Director's Cup this year.. I am fucking pissed off by the committee lo.. AGAIN they practise favourism. WTF!! We will fortunate that our grp consist of those weak team and only 1 average la... fuck it lo... No draw lots, assigned de... all the pro team in another grp...

And worst still, the refree sux la... foul no foul, we foul jitao always tio.. Believe it or not, last year every match i should be foul out!! (Lucky no committee in-charge of foul) this time round, i jitao never pick up a single foul lo.. FUCK IT, if anyone still say i am rough... BUT wat happen, they "bai" siu wai yi dao, bo tai ji! FUCK LA SO OBVIOUS.. DEN i tio "bai" twice... WTF lo, and no foul..

After the match, the team come "friendly" shake hand... i shake most of them, even went to shake with a guy call steven... but that fucker came wan shake hand, I JITAO PUI CAO NUA(SPIT SALIVA ON GROUND)... Come on la, wan whack me dun dare ya? WHACK LA, I AM JUST WAITING NIA!! FUCK IT, if u dare just do it.. committee come dun dare liao? GAY SHIT LA!!! I PUI!!!

Serious, i am not being bengster, it just the unfair system that make me du lanz!!

Wednesday will be our 2nd match, and Thursday the deciding match.. BOTH must win abo out.. DAMM!!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

What if genie really exists...?

If only genie really exists in this world, and i am granted 3 wishes from him... I would wish for:

* A better family
* remove my tummy and replace with abs
* Give me a officer position in Singapore Police Force

That's all, I won't use 1 wish and ask again for another 3 or more... I am nt greedy..!! haha


Today like very free right? went to school early in the morning to do CMSK. WTF lo, izzit ideas that struck your mind all of a sudden better than those that u really spent time thinking?? First it was a normal case study scenario, i guess the other grp met up for discussion. But my entire grp forget about it, and i was the only 1 that remenbered and do it 5mins before i was off to bed. Guess what was the compliment? "The grp are very sure of their product, their presentation and Q&A was very persuasive, I will choose their grp over the other 3..." Then today, i was preparing my CMSK writeup, split word btw me, chyi and daryl.. Chyi didn't make it on time and daryl and I gotta come up with a temporary idea. Guess what, the idea was accepted, and mine was rejected saying PLAGARISM!! WTF, i spent hours thinking and refining... OMG!! Forget it, guess i will refine over the weekend.

Talking about MP, WTH!! SM, pls la, my patience and torlerance got limit, and i hope u can realize it soon. Agreed to meet at 10am, u came at 12pm++ den still dare to ask for lunch. Nothing was accomplished today... WTF!? hais.. Dunno wat to say, just hope 1 day i won't fuck u upside down la!!

Went to SDLC lecture, eh WAT was that for? =X Dunno leh... but well, it was Mr. Douglas conducting, and he was the one who helped me when i wish to drop out of course the first semester.. =X Times flies so fast, last semester le...

Talking about last semester, TP is just so rich. Change a new matric card for us, FOC!! WTF... TMD LO!! They must be using the new carpark system to breakeven their loss...STUPID LO!!

So tired, my hand aching, just went for a run and also did some push-up and weight-lifting... sianz... tired...

Sunday, November 05, 2006

FUCK IT!!

"I also think I should cautioned you guys against being too reliant on lecturers. I can understand the frustration of starting on something you are not familiar with but the whole point of MP is independent learning, problem solving etc. My role is to guide you in the right direction not give answer. Anyway, more answer/help I give now... less marks I can award you later :-)"

WAT THE FUCK LO!!! SIANZ!! MY PROJECT PROPOSAL IS REJECTED!! OMFG!!!

FUCK IT FUCK IT!! LIFE IS FUCK!! WHATEVER LA..

The world is selfish, You can never anticpate what fucking problem will come up suddenly... It's all in a fucking messs...!! Arghz....

To be a solider? or to be a Policeman??

So sianz... Chiong finish TOR thought can go out.. Hais, too bad.. she has a date liao.. ok, back to topic.. Ya TOR.. SM, contributed great ideas, SW put in fantastic effort, let this carry on guyz... good job, we are nearer to our goals liao..

This week got go jog jog with josh.. Penny was not around, i enjoyed the bed alot.. but too bad she's coming back liao.. DAMM!! I can't find a fucking friend when i need one. BEST LO!! all say busy, no time... Is like that de la, the world is selfish wan.. Whatever, i will continue to pick my beloved sis back... By hook or by crook...

I just watch a movie on channel5, which lead me to post a blog here.. suddenly got this urge to become a soldier.. WOW!! GREAT MOVIE, eh... titled "Behind Enemy Lines".

There was this Lt. Col who thought being a soldier was fuck. U eat, sleep train for nothing only... But who knows in one of his recon mission, he discover something that he shouldn't had. His partnet was shot dead and he survived by himself escaping from enemy. In the end, he was a step away from safety but he remenbered his mission, a recon mission that he would save the lives of others that is living in fear... His courageous is like eh.. ADMIRE la..

Then again nw, a solider? or a policeman??! WTF is wrong with me, always like this de... can't decide on one thing de... FUCK OFF RIGHT? I am FUCK RIGHT!!?! Arghz... FUCK IT.. MY LIFE IS FUCK!! Wan quit smoking also cannot cope with project stress, in the end go buy another packet.. expensive sia!!! BOO!!!! BOO!! Whatever, time for lunch?? =X haben eat since lunch nobody is around, and i just lazily lie on my bed waiting for food to reach my mouth... BOO!!!!!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Song for thoughts

While I was smoking, i was listening to this song too... suddenly emotional sia


静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
---
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现

我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的
蜜语甜言
----


Saded, nice song!!

Slack- Either I CS or SLEEP!! WTF lo.. LAZY~~

damm slack today, straight after the meeting with MP Supervisor, whole mood and momentum changed. She was actually quite pleased with what we have at that point of time. Went to design for breakfast with the usual gang (excluding florine, she was busy)... OMG!! I MUST control myself la, eat and eat and eat only.. I at wan ton mee before i went for APEL and eat again, WTF lo... Sianz... Went back MP lab after breakfast, oh well... SLACK.. CSS all the way.. OWNAGE, all so noob!! hahahaha...

Thinking back on the phone conversation 2 days ago, I just realised how girls have such wonderful memory!!! haha, and should I say because of thatthey are thoughtful, or are they just calculative? Anything you did and hurt them, would never be erased from their memories.. =X

Well, talking about my wan ton mee earlier this morning, I was surprised by this uncle. He looks like any other uncle in the coffee-shop but when i overheard his conversation, he fi-fia ang moh jitao power sia!! Well, he was talking with another guy over subutex(a controlled drug now) issue. Well, i don't know the fact about it la, but hearing from what he have said, subutex was introduced to kick the habit of heroin, and he said gahment should have realise that it would be abuse by drug addict if they will to make it legal, and true enough subutex was abuse till the extent gahment have to review the system again..

=X Suddenly i realise he was a drug addict, kicking the habit again... sorta of respect this uncle, and i was thinking what will he be if he did not went on the wrong path of his life. Well, everybody makes mistake and it's never too late to regret.

Gahment is always saying that they are working to help for the cityzen... COME on la, wake up la... hw u guyz wan to help when u are thinking from the top? You don't experience what's the feeling of being at the bottom, you won't understand. Those helps of yours was never helpful enough lo..



Enough of posting, garlic smells of the prawn noodles making my mouth stink!
SMOKE SMOKE!! Eh, dunno will this pact be true? Let's see what josh would say...