非你莫属

Haiz, i was waiting for ur call... =( You didn't... Guess i have to take the initiative? But well, did i made the right choice?

Was happily chatting about ur holiday till dunno how, we talked on the topic or r/s. And well, when i wanted to pop the qns, "I'm still waiting, are you willing to give me the chance?", but you pop the devasting msg across me, "Don't wait, proceed with your life...".

Well, I was stunned for a few seconds, and i was like dunno what to say... totally saded, till i don't feel like going anywhere later... I don't have the courage to say anything again on the convo... Seriously, i don't understand why...

Arghz... Loss in word, loss in trust, loss in faith... What a failure i am..

"Have i wonder why i can't just forget???" What the...?!? *stunned* why? I seriously dunno la... Why? For fuck, i can't? Why?! Can someone please tell me why?!? I blocked her on msn since day 1 when she left, telling myself NO!! I tried, not that i didn't... BUT why, why i can't!?!?!?!?!

Arghz... Am i just plain stupid?? I just dun have the answer, perhaps time will take away my memories la... But well, deep in my heart, I knew the feeling for you never goes...

My last wish for 2006 is that you will be with me back again, but if this wish can't come through, my first wish for 2007 is that "God, can you be merciful enough to take this memories and feeling off me?" It's really heart-breaking whenever i am told all this nosense- "forget me", "don't bother waiting for me", and all those... ARGHZ.. MADNESS!!!

Can i have a sip of "梦婆汤"?? Hais, 忘记你我做不到！