Pretty No. 16

Pretty 16. Yeah that's the day my hair is left, before they are all gone. =)

Counting down, still working for daddy... his going for ops tml... =( Everything will go smoothly i believe..!! Gd luck dad... Well so sianz... dunno why suddenly morale so low... play game zhui, smoke also zhui... tmd, just light nia go toilet drop into toilet bowl.. wat rotten luck... damm...

kinda sianz, moody? haiz... dunno wat to say... Haiz haiz.. counting down counting down...!!! Arghz...

Slack slack...

Sianz... Eh... Being slacking today... slept till around 2pm when to mum's stall and eat. Sis overslept and as a result, she went to take an MC. =D

Supposed to go dad's stall to work, but overslept too... he went for his appt today, but rather weird that doc ask him to go tml so early... wondering what his thinking... keeping us about it.. don't think an ops could fix in day right? skally he tml go ops never tell us... =X let's hope i am not that accurate...

Watch half of 岁月风云 left half more... Been thinking whether i should open up a chalet or bbq pit for my bday... zzz but dunno will tio confine for that week anot.. haiz... my 21st bday in army, the thought of it sounds so miserable...!! damm!!

dunno when i should start to go for jogging... =X later go in cannot run... =X haha.. sianz... gotta sleep, tml sending mum to market then working at dad's stall...

A week after not working..

A week after not working... ermz... still quite use to it... but well quite a couple of things happened...

Firstly, finally i got the time to do something for myself, like watching those drama and movies... But still i am helping out at dad's stall... Haiz...

Was browsing thru my previous archive on that night, haiz... all the things happen, and i am still waiting but coincdentally she called and we spoke... haiz... ok maybe it's my own wishful thinking all along...

then came dad's heroic act... damm it... arghz... i don't know what to say, how old already still so hot-headed, wish he could think about family first... he will be going for appt most likely this week... hope he get better...

grandma in hospital for a week le.. haiz... get well soon grandma... Actually me and sis wanted to go down today but was pouring and we was watching this show and decided not to go... =X oops... will be going down soon to pay her a visit bah...

Birdy's birthday was yesterday... and oh fucking well i drank nick for the first time... =X drank quite a few but still i manage to come home myself.. =D haha well was drinking with joy and to forget some sorrows?

It actually come across my mind that one day if i really can't take it, the mental torlerance, I would just jump. But i think i and more clear now le bah... haiz... alot of things i have been thinking thru... rather stress or pressure... all the burdens... .... but well, this show is qutie nice, which somehow encourage me... do watch it if u have the chance... 岁月风云

Counting down, 24 days... end here.

End of Contract

Sianz.. Oh well, contract finally ended with IBM. Mixed feelings... definitely will miss those colleagues over there, few to be mention- JH and SD!! Good luck and all the best to your future endeavours.

Well, guess i will have to start working for DAD... arghz.. just can't have my rest... can't enjoy... been such a long long time... sometimes i just prefer to go in straight for army... counting downs... =)

Meet up mel, john, jowy and CH at 85.. been such a long time... =) all the best bros.. do meet up often...

Confidence is what you need, do your best without any regrets. You can do it. If u need the key again, do tell me. =) All the best wor... meet up soon after your exam. =)