A week after not working..

A week after not working... ermz... still quite use to it... but well quite a couple of things happened...

Firstly, finally i got the time to do something for myself, like watching those drama and movies... But still i am helping out at dad's stall... Haiz...

Was browsing thru my previous archive on that night, haiz... all the things happen, and i am still waiting but coincdentally she called and we spoke... haiz... ok maybe it's my own wishful thinking all along...

then came dad's heroic act... damm it... arghz... i don't know what to say, how old already still so hot-headed, wish he could think about family first... he will be going for appt most likely this week... hope he get better...

grandma in hospital for a week le.. haiz... get well soon grandma... Actually me and sis wanted to go down today but was pouring and we was watching this show and decided not to go... =X oops... will be going down soon to pay her a visit bah...

Birdy's birthday was yesterday... and oh fucking well i drank nick for the first time... =X drank quite a few but still i manage to come home myself.. =D haha well was drinking with joy and to forget some sorrows?

It actually come across my mind that one day if i really can't take it, the mental torlerance, I would just jump. But i think i and more clear now le bah... haiz... alot of things i have been thinking thru... rather stress or pressure... all the burdens... .... but well, this show is qutie nice, which somehow encourage me... do watch it if u have the chance... 岁月风云

Counting down, 24 days... end here.